So today I am going on no sleep for the first time in years. I laid in bed last night and I did not get a wink. No the less I am having a great day. I'm house sitting in an amazing house and I ge to go home and sit in the hot tub. And any events in the day that are bad I'm...
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eluv:
happy new year!
eluv:
happy new year!
Today is my freakin birthday and I'm going to have the best day ever!
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grizz3rd:
happy Birthday 
sinjun:
HAPPY B-DAY!!!!
aren't you just the yummiest
[Edited on Dec 15, 2004 4:55PM]
aren't you just the yummiest
[Edited on Dec 15, 2004 4:55PM]
The past month I have been feeling pretty depressed. I feal like things wouldnt get better, but like always it fades away. All I have ot do is focus on other things. And the most important thing for me is to have Paitence. Patience is the key because today it feels like it was such along time ago when I was feeling down. I'm going...
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codemonkeym:
Happy Birthday! 
newark:
happy birthday !
hope you feel better
happy birthday !
hope you feel better
So I'ver realized along time ago that relationships are just games. If they dont want you, you want them and vice a versa. Its just so silly. I just try to be as real as possible with people and I just want them to be the same way back, is that much to ask? Life just seems like it is just passing by, no excitment....
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So I seriously feel like I am loosing my mind. I've been working for a month straight now and my sentences are not even coming out right. Forget having any free time. And when I get home my roomates are sitiing around with their boyfriends being a cute and cuddly and it makes me sick so the free time I have I lock myself in...
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curtiswithac:
there is nothing wrong with cuddling! but there is something wrong with not having any free time...you should take up a hobby like nun-chucks or extreme snowmobiling...maybe food art...but whatever you'll get by, ur cute! 
<3
<3
eluv:
i think you need to take a week off and fly to amsterdam with kev and i.....tickets are only like $550.... 
well, i'll make sure i think of you when i am partying my ass off....lol
well, i'll make sure i think of you when i am partying my ass off....lol
So Im feel like I am getting myself in trouble again. The person I am completely in love with is never going to mine. We have a great layed back relationship with nothing serious which is awsome. But it feels like it is going to go on forever like this. It would be great but it keeps me from ever getting involved with anyone else...
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funkmunky:
I say do something wacky... like, oh, leave them both and run away with me? 
seriously, though... our situations are identical. let me know if you need someone to talk to about it.
--Funk
seriously, though... our situations are identical. let me know if you need someone to talk to about it.
--Funk
eluv:
yeah, what funk said...only with me!lol.
you dont chose who you fall for, and it doesnt always work out- but those fleeting emotion filled moments are what makes life worth living....
[Edited on Nov 25, 2004 4:13PM]
you dont chose who you fall for, and it doesnt always work out- but those fleeting emotion filled moments are what makes life worth living....
[Edited on Nov 25, 2004 4:13PM]
Well I hate updating my journal. Lately I have alot to talk about but I'm just so fusterated with people. I wish people could be honest with me or just talk to me, but it seems imposible. Well on my part also but i dont like to be a pest. I just have to have Paitence. Things will never get as bad as they were....
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djdino:
thanks for the ad. things will get better. keep a chin up and your eyes on tomorrow (lays on the cheese)
:oP
cheers
:oP
cheers
djdino:
gotta hit you back....
thanks for the kind words. drop me a line on AIM if you want. badfrogger
much easier than back and forth this way.
thanks for the kind words. drop me a line on AIM if you want. badfrogger
much easier than back and forth this way.
"Love is the voice under all silences, the hope which has no opposite in fear; the strength so strong mere force is feebleness: the truth more first than sun, more last than star..."
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x_doug_x:
hey.
jean_bernadette:
I just got back form New York I spent a week there, and the whole time I got stuck watching my 6 year old cousin. She is one cool little girl. I realised that kids are much more exhausting than work can be. So I'm very happy to be back.
Why cant people that have hurt you so much just stay out of your life. They just dissapear and you cope with them being gone, and just as you are doing bettter, they re-appear. It drives me mad. You know its a bad thing to let them back in your life, you would have done anything to have them in your life before and now...
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Giving up doesnt mean you are weak, sometimes it means you are strong enogh to let go...
grizz3rd:
I agree sometimes letting go makes you a better person
jofixxxit:
true.....