jdubyargh

Do you ever get the feeling the current occupation you have is just not the right one...I have this feeling everyday. I left Chicago, where I was working in the screen printing industry, one that I had over seven years experience in, to get a new job in FL. My new job is completely unrelated and boring, so boring, I may only do about 30 min of actual work a day now. I feel completely unproductive, like a black hole of creativity sucked the very life out my existence. What really sucks is, I just bought a house, and my biggest fear is looking for something else, that will hopefully allow me to afford to support myself. I guess I really shouldn't bitch because I have a job...I think I'll ride my bike tonight, that usually helps me get away. A lot is going on right now, swirling winds of change forcing me to adapt to new surroundings, and life. I've been suffering from fucked up night terrors and parasomniac episodes, due to stress and lack of sleep. More or less I need to find more outlets, and start being more creative in my free time, which opens a whole other pandora's box....

I think I'll just go on a bike ride tonight.