nite before xmas eve, tomorrow is my dad's bday and i'll be heading home to jersey. God i really hate going home now. I mean i miss my family and all but there are so many things in that state that just make me so irritated. I can never sleep when i'm home so my mini vacation from work will drain me more than work does.
having lunch with jamie sunday afternoon, or so i hope. she has a tendancy to forget about making plans. havent seen her in over a year though so it'll be nice to have lunch with her.
well i think my official feeling on the holidays right now is bah humbug. hate being alone during them, seems everyone is happy and for the most part i am, but just lonely lately. but thats normal for the holidays right?
anyone actually read these things? i wonder sometimes.
well i'll be gone for a few days, till sunday night to be exact, debating on bringing my laptop with me, if i do i'll turn it on and be bored cause it wont be on the internet, if i dont, i'll probably wish i did, but i'm hoping i'll be busy enough that i dont think about it.
merry xmas to anyone who happens upon my profile.
-jay
having lunch with jamie sunday afternoon, or so i hope. she has a tendancy to forget about making plans. havent seen her in over a year though so it'll be nice to have lunch with her.
well i think my official feeling on the holidays right now is bah humbug. hate being alone during them, seems everyone is happy and for the most part i am, but just lonely lately. but thats normal for the holidays right?
anyone actually read these things? i wonder sometimes.
well i'll be gone for a few days, till sunday night to be exact, debating on bringing my laptop with me, if i do i'll turn it on and be bored cause it wont be on the internet, if i dont, i'll probably wish i did, but i'm hoping i'll be busy enough that i dont think about it.
merry xmas to anyone who happens upon my profile.
-jay
