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Shit. I wish I could take back that journal entry. There should be a shitfaced filter on these things. I think the deal is that I think too much and worry too much anyway, and I'm usually good at hiding my emotions. But when I drink I let it all out. And what's worse, is that sensibility and good thought patterns dont really go with drinking. So alot of times Im stupid as shit and think Im smart and in the right. Oh well. Good thing I dont drink much anymore.
On a positive note, my girlfriend and me got out today and it was actually nice outside. We chilled at the park on a blanket and then went bike riding. It's nice to have a day like that after a long winter. I look forward to more sunny days. Well, until then...