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I've been reading the book " Choke". I think Im addicted to this writer. I've read "Fight Club" and "Survivor", and love them both. I finally found an author that fits me. Well enough about my Chuck nut swingin.
I cant wait to buy a new skateboard. I found a store that has all the parts I want and sells completes cheap. It's so hard for someone who doesnt skate to understand how much it means to skate. It is like a drug, a goal, and a key to happiness almost. I think it betters my life. I really wish that everyone had something to make them feel this way whether it be playing music, painting, or building. To me those are the closest comparisons. It's all about feeling and progressing. Fuckin Paridise. I sound like a fuckin idiot right now, but I dont really care cuz it helps to just even think about riding again. Makes me miss Frisco.
On the personal aspect, I'm very happy that my girl and me are actually making time to spend with each other. I now see how our time alone together affects our happiness. We didnt have time alone for a while, and we were both grumpy. She is one of my best friends and one of my most favorite people. I never get sick of her. Thats a good thing.
Im done.