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So my girl and I joined Bally's fitness. She's stoked on it. Im not sure if Im gonna be all about it. I was more about the idea of biking to be healthy. I figure she can do her thing and I can do mine. I dont really like gyms. I like working out and being active... It's just hard for me to do something that doesnt stimulate me. Skateboarding and biking stimulate me. I like ripping around town and taking in my surroundings. I like the results of lifting weights, I just hate how confining and unmotivating it is. I dont know, maybe it'll be ok. Im happy that she joined though. It's the right decision on her part cuz it makes her happy. Im just not sure its my cup of tea...which is ok. Its probably a good thing that we have our own "hobbies" if that's what you want to call it. While she's at the gym I can go skating or biking. Works for me.
In other news. Im on the search for a second job. I desperately need one. I dont want to be working all the time, but that's the only solution at the moment. My girl is moving jobs right now. The new job is alot better for her cuz she'll be working less and be happier but we'll have less money which isnt good cuz we're broke right now and need to play catch up on bills. The fun never ends. I need to find something new to motivate me. With our new financial situation, my bike dream is basicly a pipe dream now. And unfortunately wine and cigs are my only pleasure at the moment. I dont know. Whatever. Im done with this journal. Hopefully things will change for the better so I can erase this whiney ass journal entry.

I wasnt gonna leave a question but a good one popped up all of a sudden.

Q=What did you expect your life to be like right now when you were 16?

My A= I figured I'd live in a loft downtown in some city. I wanted to be done with college at this point and own my own business. I wanted to be great at skating and be involved in different music and arts. I wanted to travel at least 4 times a year and know how to speak Spanish, Italian, French, and German. I wanted to be active at all times and have enough money to help my mom and brothers own nice homes and cars. I wanted to dress young still and never start acting old. Just be happy and active basicly.