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Went skating last night and did yoga. Havent skated in far too long, and havent done yoga since I was 19. I've decided that I am way too stressfull and easilly affected person. I've been thinking of what would change that. I actually came up with alot of things. The skating and yoga come into it. Im gonna start doing more things by myself that make me happy. I'm not gonna worry about anyone else's feelings or problems for a while. I think that when I try to make other people happy I make myself unhappy. I need to not spend too much time with any one person or be concerned with anyone too much. I decided that Im gonna skate everyday before I leave. That'll put me in a far better mood. My birthday is on Wednesday. I decided that my goal for my birthday is to go skating all day, be high all day, and hang out with my friends that I havent hung out with in a while. Im gonna sell some cd's so that I can go cruisin. That's gonna be a fuckin great day My goal is to be unaffected by anyone. Just to not care. Have fun and fuck everyone else.