Im so fucking nervous. Im trying to get everything together to move. There are a million things to do to make that happen. The crunch on time is fucking amazing. Gotta be out of the apartment by the 15 of september. In that time have to fix a car + sell it, pack all shit, get school loan shit done, get ID from someone, sell shit in the house, find house in Portland before we move, and find jobs once we get there. So before we drive there, we need the car fixed + sold or we wont have enough $ to move. We need to rent a place down there so that we have a house to move in the first day we get there, I need my school loan to survive when Im down there, There are a million other things to do that I cant think of right now as well. The car being fixed and sold is my main concern. As long as we have that, we can move. I cant drive through canada without the Id. So I guess that and having a house allready set up down there is me next concern. I am working out of town from the 20th of this month to sept 1. I need the car fixed within the next week before I move. There's alot to do to that car. What sucks even more is that I wont see my girlfriend for a while. We havent spent that much time apart since we met. Im sad allready, and I havent even left yet to work. It's gonna be ruff on both of us until we move. I would say that for the next month and a half we are gonna have to go through alot of stress and work. I just hope that everything turns out ok. We are risking alot for this move, but I think that both of us need it and know it's worth it. Hopefully with alot of luck and things going smooth we will be ok. Wow, this journal entry sucks. I guess venting is good for the mind though. Im gonna try to not stress about any of this. Stress makes getting to my goals alot harder. Need to convince myself that as long as Im motivated and dont get discouraged then things will turn out ok. They allways do. Fuck Im a weirdo today. 
