jcup

Hmm, what to do today. I cant wait till tommorrow. Payday. Woo woo. Though I know it'll be gone in 2 days. Brakes need to be done. That kinda puts a damper on things. Never the less, I will buy a skateboard. That alone will be perfect. The rest of the check can go to food and bills and I wouldnt care. I need nothing else except for $50 more for a board, and then Im set. I feel bad because I have some pants that I ordered on hold, and my friends that work there ordered them for me, but they might have to wait a lil while longer. I will feel like an asshole, but bills are far more important. Im working extra days this coming week anyways, so next paycheck will be ok. I have a million things to do in so little time. All I want to do is go on vacation. I want to say "fuck off" to all of my responsibilities for a while, and remember how it feels to be normal again. Stress, work, and late bills arent suppose to be the majority of what a person's life consist of. I would prefer to live in a crackshack apartment in the ghetto with a fun minimum wage job and no responsibilities, than to have more and have to suffer and stress all the time. I mean, you could die anytime. Is that how you want to die? Hell no. Soon shit will be different though. When we move to Portland things will be very different. More fun, less stress here we come. Till then,,,