jcup

I think that as dark and sollen as I can get, I need something to help make things better or easier for me. My girlfriend is my Prozac. I recently found out how much she determines my happiness. Some skateboarding, music, and working out help as well. Still, she can make my day with a little love and attention. I think that I really need to work on alot of issues I have. My insecurities, worries, and jealousies need to be cured. I think that alot of the progress I need to make in life need to start with fixing these problems. Leaving state and starting school is going to help tremendously. I just need to learn to truly trust people. I am at the point in my life where if I dont change the chance that I will be this way forever is great. With my girlfriend's help I want to become the person that I hope I can be. Wow, this is some sappy shit. Well I'll change it soon anyways.