I bought a great compilation today. " punchdrunk 3". I usually dont like compilations, but this one isnt bad. I liked allmost every song. I want to get more music. The newest Beltones, Distillers, and Duane Peters and the Huns is a must. Can't go wrong with that. I want to go book shopping also. I'm reading a great book right now. " whiteout" It's...
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I feel as though things are going good and will go even better. I wouldnt say that i'm optomistic, but I am definitely less pestomistic. My girl makes me alot happier than I usually can be. I have a new favorite... and I should['ve picked her a long time ago. I finally have my perfect trio. Im stoked. oh well....Im done 
merry:
Happiness = the shizza. 
Shit. I wish I could take back that journal entry. There should be a shitfaced filter on these things. I think the deal is that I think too much and worry too much anyway, and I'm usually good at hiding my emotions. But when I drink I let it all out. And what's worse, is that sensibility and good thought patterns dont really go with...
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ms:
You can easily erase the entry. Just go to the entry and hit EDIT. Then erase the whole thing and replace it with a happy face.
jcup:
no, it's not you. i'ts me. too lazy to log you out and me in. well, not really lazy. just impatient. i don't want to wait for my slow ass computer. so anyways...where did all of that come from? i must have missed something. of course i would falling asleep at 10. i'm sorry you had a bad night. i love you! VICTORIA
I swear I am the most computer illiterate bastard on the planet. It has taken me an hour just to download this ugly ass profile pic. I cant seem to get the camera to work anymore either. I shouldnt have bought a $30 digital camera, but I had no idea it would be so fuckin ghetto. Im taking this piece of shit back tommorrow. 
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jcup:
ohhhh, look how cute you are! i'm so jealous.
merry:
By bike I mean bicycle and the city does have a helmet law. You can get an $80 fine if you don't wear one! Skateboarding is illegal here period, so a helmet law for skaters would be kind of irrelevant. I don't know about rollerblading... *sigh*
I dont know what to write, but I feel like I need to write something. It feels as though alot has happened. I've been in a haze for too long and I'm finally getting clarity. I guess that's all of it wrapped up. Till another day.
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I borrowed a friend's skate video. Now that it's warm and the snow is gone, I look at things like a skater again. I see curbs, ledges, and stairs instead of a building with walk ways. I love the feeling. I need to buy a new board soon. I really think that skating improves my life dramaticly. It's funny because you feind for it during...
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merry:
I know what you're saying about cramming activities into short summers... I try to spend as much time outside as I can. Drinking beer and eating BBQ outside after a long ass day of work is the best thing there is.
Things are gooing okay, I'm just kind of stressed out and really busy these days. It'll be over soon, though.
The Nietzsche I'm looking at is "A Geneology of Morals"... essentially he traces the evolution of Judeo-Christian religion, which he calls "slave morality". It's interesting, because this is where you can see how some people interpreted his writing to indicate that he was an anti-semite. He wasn't though, he was an equal-opportunity hater of all religions.
Things are gooing okay, I'm just kind of stressed out and really busy these days. It'll be over soon, though.
The Nietzsche I'm looking at is "A Geneology of Morals"... essentially he traces the evolution of Judeo-Christian religion, which he calls "slave morality". It's interesting, because this is where you can see how some people interpreted his writing to indicate that he was an anti-semite. He wasn't though, he was an equal-opportunity hater of all religions.
Had a good day with only spending $3. My girlfriend and myself went to the thrift store. I bought a shirt=$3 and stole another one=$0. I figure that my moral excuse is that I donate so many clothes that go to that place, that its basicly just getting a little back. I had to alter both shirts, but thats ok. I am so tired of...
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jcup:
My mix is worthy of a punk rock messiah. I am very pleased.
welcome2thedawn:
you rock! must be one of the many reasons why the chicks dig ya.
I've noticed especially lately, that alot of guys are fuckin creepy. I can see how it sucks being a girl. Being a bouncer, I have to see the cheesiest lines, the creepiest looks, and the nastiest "I want to fuck now" eyes being given to girls. My goal is to never be that middle-aged guy who acts like he's still in his twenties, and uses...
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katie:
aahhhh wuv. being in love is great.
i miss that. but i know what you mean about alaska. eww, i remember bening at parties and the reepos trying to hit on me. i remember once telling someone that my botfriend at the time was visiting family in cali, his eyes lit up like "ohhh, reeeeallly" like he just assumed i was down to cheat. stupid fuckers. i have never ever cheated on anyone, and i never will. whe you are commited to someone that means a lot, that means that you made a promise to eachother. if you don't think you can hold to it, then you're not ready to be with anyone. just date.
i miss that. but i know what you mean about alaska. eww, i remember bening at parties and the reepos trying to hit on me. i remember once telling someone that my botfriend at the time was visiting family in cali, his eyes lit up like "ohhh, reeeeallly" like he just assumed i was down to cheat. stupid fuckers. i have never ever cheated on anyone, and i never will. whe you are commited to someone that means a lot, that means that you made a promise to eachother. if you don't think you can hold to it, then you're not ready to be with anyone. just date.
I have alot on my mind, but not alot to say. I believe that the truest thing said on fightclub was that our generation's war is a war of the mind. I think that we have a new form of slavery. We enslave our minds with drugs, meaningless jobs, lack of motivation, and fucking excuses. Everyone has a reason for not doing what they want...
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_lauren_:
i agree with you
i see people who have done fucking nothing all their lives and i wonder if they are really happy
i see people who have done fucking nothing all their lives and i wonder if they are really happy
I've been reading the book " Choke". I think Im addicted to this writer. I've read "Fight Club" and "Survivor", and love them both. I finally found an author that fits me. Well enough about my Chuck nut swingin.
I cant wait to buy a new skateboard. I found a store that has all the parts I want and sells completes cheap. It's so hard...
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I cant wait to buy a new skateboard. I found a store that has all the parts I want and sells completes cheap. It's so hard...
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merry:
The man is doing okay with the whole 
thing... problem is that he wasn't doing it much at all for a while, but it's happening more frequently lately. Now the only issue is that I gotta get him to either shave before he goes down there or be super gentle. It's like fucking sand paper! 
I'm happy you're happy! I'm happy too.
thing... problem is that he wasn't doing it much at all for a while, but it's happening more frequently lately. Now the only issue is that I gotta get him to either shave before he goes down there or be super gentle. It's like fucking sand paper!
I'm happy you're happy! I'm happy too.
mistressmissy:
im on chapter 19 of choke and im starting to really get into it. i would've kept reading had it not be 4:30 in the morning. i can't believe you haven't read invisible monsters yet. thats the best one!!! buy it before you buy lullabye im telling you.
I need physical activity. Sex is great, but I also need some excercise. My girlfriend agrees. We are gonna start biking and working out. I think that will make the sex even better. So its a win win situation. I figure a bike and a skateboard are going to be my next purchases. Im very ready for warm temps and sunshine. Thats probably the reason...
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katie:
hahhah, i would love to see you riding around wit that shirt on, if you ever make one, make me one too! i'm glad to see people argeeing with me on this shit, not getting all PC and shit.guh. did yiou send the video to my work account?
merry:
Physical activity = good... except at first I am always too tired for sex, I always need to get used to being active after long periods of sloth.
Bring on the sun and an end to seasonal depression.
Bring on the sun and an end to seasonal depression.