jazzcoffeelover

It is strange how feelings change. One moment you can be deeply in love with someone the next it's gone. I can honestly say I did love Andy with all my person. Now, I can bitter sweetly say that I have moved on. I am closing one chapter of my life to start the next. One thing that I now understand is that life is messy and so is love. You can never experience true intense love without true heartbreak. I have now felt both so I wonder if the next time I fall in love, is it going to be that much more passionate because I know how much it hurts to lose someone you love? I met a new man and he is wonderful. The sad thing is that both of us are so concerned with getting hurt that we are pulling away. I am starting to fall for him and I can really see myself being in love with him which is scary. I am apprehensive about falling in love because everything is temporary. Should I give him my heart just so in the end I get it broken? I am not sure if it is really worth it. Are all the happy moments worth the pain in the end? With Andy that was a yes but with this new man I am not sure yet. All I know at this point is that he is the nicest thing I have ever seen.