I have just cried for the last two hours, my eyes are so puffy I can hardly see. Someone I loved very deeply for five years of my life and still to this day, has hurt me. I miss what we had the good not the bad. The bad just outwieghed the good in the end. He thinks the past five years were nothing and that our relationship was just a fucked up mess. Wow Anduriel thank you. I actually talked with him tonight. He told me he wrote the e-mail out of anger and that he stilll loves and cares about me. He wants only the best for me and for me only to be happy. I do not know. I miss him. I miss parts of what we had. Talking with him this evening was so difficult. He wanted to try again and he cared, this is a nice change to feel from all of the pigs I have delt with in the past couple of months. Unfortunatlly we are to broken to be fixed. I just miss him but no matter how hard it is I will be fine without him. It will all get better in time right?
jbasin:
They say time heals all wounds. I disagree. Time just dulls our memory enough to where we can deal with the pain better. But I can tell you this with 100% certainty: Stay positive and you WILL be OK! Trust in your own choices and stay resilient. "Just remember, the sweet is never as sweet without the sour." (from the movie Vanilla Sky)