Oh goodness, I am sick right now and just emtionally drained. Lately I have been an emtional roller coaster. One day I am on top of the world and the next I am near death. I have never really been this unstable in my life. I know things that might help but my motivation is seriouslly lacking. Jacquelyn came home today, which makes me slightly happier because I get to talk with her more often. However, she is still far away. This blog is rather borning. That is how I feel about my life most times. It is weird how people say they hate drama when in all actuality they crave it. It is the spice of life. I am feeling very dull right now. My life has been a series of men, they come in and as soon as they come they leave. I am tired of men, I am tired of wanting to be loved by a man. Just done. 