jazzcoffeelover

This morning I am sitting trying to get motivated to do anything. I am listening to my MSTRKRFT radio station on pandora, listening to Justice, drinking my coffee and wishing I was having a dance party. I am really trying to buckle down and get my shit together but the night life is calling me. I wish I could just spend my time dancing my troubles away. I am trying to find a good show to go to so I can have something to look forward to. These next couple of weeks I am going to be a slave to working. Which is making my skin turn to think about. I am also trying to quit smoking but I decided fuck that. I can not work all these insane hours and try to quit smoking at the same time. So I am just going to worry about getting out of debt then quit smoking. Soon me and Jacquelyn will be living together going back to school and just enjoying life. Until then my life is going to be awfully dull. How does one get the motivation to have a dull life for four months? I know I just need to buckle down and focus but I am having a hard time. The payout should be motivation enough but for some reason it is not. So I guess I am just going to have to force myself and be a fucking robot!!!! UGHHHHH!!!!! Soon me Jacquelyn; downtown, soy lattes, dance, beta, dance, up the nose, exploration, dance, shopping and oh did I mention DANCE?!?!!!!!!