I am sitting here with the need in my belly to type my heart out, but as I sit here and think back over my day I draw a blank to what I actually did today. I feel like I have never lived this day. I must have auto piloted through it. Doesnt sound like a great start to the new year does it. Especially when I am filled with such big expectations.
The only photo of my New Year celebrations and I have my kit off. Not really the dignifed way I was planning to start this new year, but who am I to deny my true self. And me taking my clothes off at the drop of a hat is very much apart of me. pot belly and all
A lot happened in the wee hours of the new year. I dressed up quite refined in a jazabelle creation sporting a full lace skirt (made from a curtain) gathered on the sides with a long train, black under breast corest, and a boat neck black top. I then managed to down a massive slice of pizza before getting in to my collection of wine. I talked about accents and musical theatre, confessed to everyone that I enjoyed twilight, did an improv duet contemporary dance piece to "kissing you" from the romeo and juliet soundtrack, cooked pies and sausage rolls for strangers, walked up the street drinking with my 15 year old sister and other friends singing "la vie bohem", stealing lights from a neighbours garden, crashing our friends party and this is where we get up to the part where i take my clothes off, have a discussion with minors on life and finally stumble back to my house with my sister and friend, put her to bed and talked to england. which was probably the most important part of my night.
When I awoke I couldnt be happier to see that I had my sister in the bed with me, since I had been waking up alone for the past few months the comfort of having her there was so welcoming. After she got me a drink of water and I called england once again we laughed and joked the whole morning. So that in turn was a fantastic start to this very sureal new year. I didnt feel the need to make or announce any new years resolutions. It is just enough to have them in the back of my mind constantly and live with a secret smile.
oh but i did promise my sis i would give up meat til i leave. so there you go, that is my kind of vague not really my own resolution. Happy New Year Everyone!!!
The only photo of my New Year celebrations and I have my kit off. Not really the dignifed way I was planning to start this new year, but who am I to deny my true self. And me taking my clothes off at the drop of a hat is very much apart of me. pot belly and all
A lot happened in the wee hours of the new year. I dressed up quite refined in a jazabelle creation sporting a full lace skirt (made from a curtain) gathered on the sides with a long train, black under breast corest, and a boat neck black top. I then managed to down a massive slice of pizza before getting in to my collection of wine. I talked about accents and musical theatre, confessed to everyone that I enjoyed twilight, did an improv duet contemporary dance piece to "kissing you" from the romeo and juliet soundtrack, cooked pies and sausage rolls for strangers, walked up the street drinking with my 15 year old sister and other friends singing "la vie bohem", stealing lights from a neighbours garden, crashing our friends party and this is where we get up to the part where i take my clothes off, have a discussion with minors on life and finally stumble back to my house with my sister and friend, put her to bed and talked to england. which was probably the most important part of my night.
When I awoke I couldnt be happier to see that I had my sister in the bed with me, since I had been waking up alone for the past few months the comfort of having her there was so welcoming. After she got me a drink of water and I called england once again we laughed and joked the whole morning. So that in turn was a fantastic start to this very sureal new year. I didnt feel the need to make or announce any new years resolutions. It is just enough to have them in the back of my mind constantly and live with a secret smile.
oh but i did promise my sis i would give up meat til i leave. so there you go, that is my kind of vague not really my own resolution. Happy New Year Everyone!!!
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im trying to stay strong but its realy hard
today was so fuking bad.
Doesn't exactly compare to JD though. Spade is a little weasel.