jaysinstatic138

the apocalypse in my mind

Is it my time?

I realize life is pain an pain is a struggle!
A struggle for a life that is real!
I can't understand what went wrong!
The walls of life are closing in on me
Trapping me in the darkness of my mind!
This fucking Pain called life is to much to bear.
To have something you love so much to
Just be gone in the blink of an eye!
Its mind numbing!
Soul stealing!
An heartbreaking
All at once!!!
I feel so many things!!!!!!!!
Rage
Hate
Pain
Love
Jealousy
Envy
My mind is racing
Its crazy
OR AM I
I realize now
This is my sacrifice
My life
My pain
My struggle
This is just the apocalypse in my mind