@bloghomework s topic from @missy @lyxzen @rambo was "tell us about your first tattoo". So there's not much to say about my first tattoo. I saw the pic of the roses and got it tattooed :D So I tell u 'bout my second one, I got last friday.
Since I was a child I had "problems" in social interaction. I remember situations in the kindergarden, in elementary school and later. I always believed in "the good" in every human. But as I grew older I can't see this anymore. And I don't want to see and believe. I went through mobbing, depression and somehow dealing with it, and a lot of bad things happened the last few months. And last week I had to make a statement to myself. To remind myself to never trust a stranger anymore. Never trust anyone, only because of a nice word or a friendly smile. Everybody just cares about themselves. Nothing else matters. Nothing they say is true. And today was just a day that taught me this once again.
People = shit.
Why I did it above my scar? Yeah, because people = shit :D Nah, ok, truth is: if 3 doctors would have made their job right, I never needed to get that scar. But yeah, ruin the life of a 20 yrs old to get home earlier.
Somehow this leads me to the next @bloghomework "what u wish u'd learned sooner": Never trust anyone but yourself. At least if it's about your body. And your health. If u don't feel comfortable say no. U have to deal with the consequences. Not the doctors...
So with this being said, I need to go back to "work" and study a bit for internship tomorrow... I'm exhausted... But I finally submitted a new set and am waiting for the review now! :) Tell ya 'bout that asap.
Hope u had/have a great day! :)
