2 updates in one day...This is getting pathetic.
Thank goodness there is a Kaiser Permanente office within walking distance.
By 2 o'clock, I was pretty sure my little world was about to cave in, so I called and, with all the demanding bitchiness I could muster up, told them I was coming in whether they chose to return my calls or not.
Got there, filled out loads of insurance work, got blood drawn and peed in a cup.
After asking lots of annoying and embarrassing questions about my health, they sent me to a shrink. I have never been to a shrink before, despite the fact that at some point, I was pretty sure I was going to major in psychology. How ironic.
Diagnosis : A cornocopia of mental and social issues, ranging from post traumatic stress disorder (due to an unpleasant event that occured about 4 years ago, of which I have never told anyone about), to generalized anxiety disorder, to mild obsessive-compulsive disorder (involving my ridiculously perfectionistic attitude twards school).
Due to the fact that I appear "incapable of showing emotion", I apparently have alot of unresolved "abandonment issues" as well.
So, she gave me a week's worth of valium, and wrote me prescriptions for Paxil to take during the day for the anxiety dealio, and Sonata to take at night for my sleeping problems.
The test results for my physical problems, whatever they may be, come in tomorrow.
Yes, I'm officially crazy. I advise you all to keep your distance.
Thank goodness there is a Kaiser Permanente office within walking distance.
By 2 o'clock, I was pretty sure my little world was about to cave in, so I called and, with all the demanding bitchiness I could muster up, told them I was coming in whether they chose to return my calls or not.
Got there, filled out loads of insurance work, got blood drawn and peed in a cup.
After asking lots of annoying and embarrassing questions about my health, they sent me to a shrink. I have never been to a shrink before, despite the fact that at some point, I was pretty sure I was going to major in psychology. How ironic.
Diagnosis : A cornocopia of mental and social issues, ranging from post traumatic stress disorder (due to an unpleasant event that occured about 4 years ago, of which I have never told anyone about), to generalized anxiety disorder, to mild obsessive-compulsive disorder (involving my ridiculously perfectionistic attitude twards school).
Due to the fact that I appear "incapable of showing emotion", I apparently have alot of unresolved "abandonment issues" as well.
So, she gave me a week's worth of valium, and wrote me prescriptions for Paxil to take during the day for the anxiety dealio, and Sonata to take at night for my sleeping problems.
The test results for my physical problems, whatever they may be, come in tomorrow.
Yes, I'm officially crazy. I advise you all to keep your distance.
rent as good as it gets, analyze this, and pee wee's big adventure and call me in the morning...