jayden

I feel rather blah today.
It's the middle of the week, I have tons of homework and no motivation to do it. Life has come to sort of a dead end, with the same reoccuring thoughts constantly running through my messed-up head:

you'll never be half as good as you want to be.
you are worthless.
you drink too much.
you're self-centered and pretentious.
...and you're stuck.

The realization that I'll never be good enough, or happy with myself, is hard to swallow.