jaybugg

ignore last post..

happy birthday to me........happy birthday to me.....

off to maryland monday. then getting tattooed.

tuesday finish trip to new jersey. weekend head to new york.

Never thought i could make Sarah saw AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW by saying the following words- Episode, Chimera Virus, Dangit.

Further followed by demands to leave her head by the mention of-sex on an altar,Jade, sex in a haunted house....
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I despise my father. He is a part of the dredges of society I loathe.

You fucking cheat on my mother while she has CANCER, let alone. FUCKING PORN OBESSED WHORE FUCKING STD CARRYING MENTAL ABUSIVE SICK FUCK.

I will be saying this to him after mother leaves him. i am leaving NC monday. to hell with this.

Last night I had a dream. I won't go into it much but I awoke with a massive sickness in my stomach and a feeling of overwhelming anxiety to the point I threw up.
It included many of people I know or have known, and places I lived. Now I have this overwhelming urge to leave and not come back until I fly out, and...
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What soju does to me.

Don't fucking ask, ok?

hung...the fuck over..........

whats new...... bought digital camera. going to the largest undergroundmall/aquarium in Asia Sunday, and i go home wednesday.

oh and the little thing of they might be sending me to an undisclosed location for 4 months!!!!!!!!!!!!

OH. and somehow I pulled off winning ANOTHER award. dont fucking ask me how.. Couldnt tell you anyways.

only hint i can say its hot and...
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I have read several news articles on this site? Doesn't Bush bashing get old? Sure I am not a supporter but it gets really fucking old kiddies. Whats more is a few of them actually damn near scream I love terrorist.
I will not get politcal in this but christ think of some more news like than going oh bush is moron we suck at...
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Lock Aquired... Beginning DL of brain patterns

I have been busy so my apologies on not responding in a moer fashionable time. nor sending out mail......erm yeah sorry Bella and Zaneta. i suck.

17 days till i am home. 1 hour till i am at work.

And I count the days gone by
Spit upon all that's left behind
Wrapped myself in a world of...
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Help Screech. yes fucking screech

GO! READ! HELP! its fucking screech after all

in other useless news. I have won the Airman of the Quarter for my Squadron. Ill break that down for you...

Its like employee of the month for my rank. Now. our squadron has detachments all over the world. england, korea, maryland, ohio. and the squadron itself is based in california. SO.....
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Wine.. is a terrible thing to waste. therefor i had to consume it ALL. it made for a long next day at work.

now i am on break. happy fathers day. i still need to call my dad. phones here suck so i have my excuse.

part of me hopes Sarah comes and visits while im home. other part doesnt b/c ill most likely be...
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one month to the day. and my car insurance goes down. ill let you figure that out.
Black Swan Merlot Wine and Tool make for a goooood fucking night alone. the love i have for all my friends is the equivilint to the hatred i feel for myself. xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo let me die for you all.