jaybugg

Not to sound dramatic.. But I will be damned if I don't feel institutionalized from Korea..

It's overly quiet. no jets, or stupid people... ANNNND I just got done smoking a cigarette and accidently flicked it onto the neighbors balcony.. WOOPS

I've been here since Thursday, with no amicable contact from people, since no one is around, save for the internet.

I've got back onto training with my katana a little bit, however with limited room it is hard.

I bought pants that actually fit me, and even make it so you can actually see I have an ass

Plus a couple bad ass long sleeve shirts, one with a large skull faded into it, another with Link from twilight princess, and another that is black, with glow in the dark purple bones all over it, which I just found out zips up into a hoodie/skull mask over your face. pretty nifty yet so pointless.

Kingdom of Heaven. Just watched it.. Good movie, even with Orlando Bloom. Pisses me off that the guy from Rome dies early, as does Liam Nieson.

Also a phone, which feels really weird and pointless. not used to having one again.

Tomorrow..well in several hours today I start military stuff again. .. I have this odd desperate feeling in me since I have arrived.. Which means I really need to get into work and activities, and yes.. Get to Iraq.

I really need to fight in some form. That urge to become a better person through a struggle even if it means death. That moment of perfection. I beg myself to become better than this loathsome wretch that I am.

Another ferret commerical. and I go off to bed now.