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I.....Don't have a damn thing to say.

So here's a music video from a rapper I really like, Tech N9ne

here is some stuff I have written

And here is a shotout To Addison, who Makes scrunchy faces and breadmen Hope, who is a sweetheart of a girl and I miss talkng to her.



I am referenced as past tense
Practice scarification with a tongue
Shatter this plate that you fed me on
Jade heart splinters inside a crimson box
Detach needles from my veins with one hand
Slit my throat with the other
This is a amusement now
Find the new party and go
Continue to walk away
Hurry and get away from here
Amnesia kills memory
Memory slaughters dream
I am shadow veiled evermore
Mnemonic apparition
Haunting a thousand miles away
Insect you chose to dispense with
Speak two words and I go elsewhere
Disclose the three and I will die
As flesh is rendered
While spirit is surrendered
Remember this past life is temporary
Recall this acerbic tone is momentary
I am ready to die in anonymity


And every time I think of you
My Spirit breaks
My heart aches
My body shakes

You're a taste of a chemical burn on my tongue
A private gratification a social masturbation

Now my virgin Madonna's
Nothing but a harlot primadonna
A rag doll hanging from the ceiling
Her black hole mouth spouts caveat lies

Ground my teeth and stitched my wrists
While she remarked with a trench mouth kiss

I'm confined to black flip into a field of shattered glass
To reach this tiny itch upon my back
Use a shard to tear the scabs from my eyes
Render unto me the skin off my arms

I want to feel Mother's breath on my face
Curl into the shadows of my Father's grace

Chewing my hand I spit up again
Expel anyone in this temple
Your all just not welcome within
Stay off the dust of the crumpled foundation

Version point two of the cranial design
Eat one more slice of the spoiled lime

Take my hand to join this masquerade
Dance upon the dead into oblivion
Frothing blood shocked the show
His silver rod crashed in my jaw

God buried himself inside my head
I became one with Him but he's dead

Isn't this how you liked me
Knees broke against the bed post
A worn confidence expunged on the dirty floor
I've smashed my face upon your bathroom tile

But it's alright, its okay
I never had much to say

And there's nobody, no one
To hold this broken son

So it's farewell, goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry

Believe this dream only when we are all asleep