This is long, so Thanks to Dallas I have it spoilereded. It is my way of letting go in a way, and my view, and my thoughts, who I was told to do without a sensual context at one point. So here it is. And the Automatons They Wept Seretonin. Pic at the end. I will be my final outreach of a situation that will most likely drift into a shadow of itself. I am okay though, Just had to give myself one last exorcism and chance for a recipocation. I won't feel offended if you all do not read, however opinions are welcome. xoxo.
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Heaven forbid
A polite reciprocation
Still may I choke on your tag
Or is yearly tenure over now
Will you hold my hand
Will I hold the gun
As we walk in the sand
As we stare in the sun
Silence pleads
As roses bleed
And everyone walks
To find something to stalk
Cold shatters with shock staggering
These decorations into shards
Against a horde of guilt mongrels
The automatons they wept serotonin
Do you remember a time past
That moniker you gave us
You asked me to save you
But I'm the one drowning
Deposited in November rain
Drifted with water upon my brow
Annie said I was tough as nails
Yet I'll break against nightfall
Kissed beside singing waterfalls
I ran out of words to give your ear
Does my flower strike a chord
Will it shutdown your throat
There's a part of tragic mnemonic
I would hope you cling next to
This blood isn't to be trusted
It paints terminus of coherence and oblivion
My third eye lost its sight
In every moment I saw red hair
Forethought should have scrawled
Along misprinted colored braille
A final push aside corners
An ending shove off stairwells
Will it be known to the world
I gave a calling to your name
Je ne peux pas comprendre ce mal l'intrieur
Je n'oublierai pas que vous tiez la lumire
Je le prendrais que tout de nouveau ayez ma fiert
Ce qui je doivent faire pour le faire partir
Bathing in poetic levity
Makes your bewildered child
You con the lecture
Of thread bare lust
Hurry and don't be late
Hell is well underway
Kiss the nose for laughter
Over welcomed winter's day
Gestate in the crowd of avarice
I have scalped the last head of saints
I would have followed you into the flames
Outside the depths of doubt and despair
She continues to feed
On the seed of scarlet men
Enmity lies alone
In sterile glacier eyes
Temerity in veil torn shrouds
Walked for so long behind records
On your lips my teeth may bite
Pour a chemical I beg to taste
You're a vein inside me
I don't want to see bleed
Beyond the shadow of our day
Will you show me why I linger
Gagged and bound
Losing what wasn't recovered
When simulacrum arrives
Will I still lay with her
Terminus boundaries gape
What will you do with drug lines
That crept up your nasal path
Bonding with those underground
If there is still yet a God
When my end has come
May he grant me forgiveness
For the wrong I've done
Justify my
Absence
Just defy my
Existence
Take My Hand Or Let It Wash Away
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