HOLY...FUCK
I just read a Air Force paper.. My career field is now being sent en masse' to Iraq to suppliment the convoys and interrigators.. SO it means when I out of my contract for Korea and back in the states.. GUESS WHO IS GOING?!!?!? FINALLY! Got nothing to lose now anyways, and everything to gain.
Thank you to the people who convinced me to reenlist. This is my wish since day one. Even if at one point some of you said don't go, well now I am sure that opinion has changed now, huh?
fook yes fook yes. Time for a drink. PLAN B. Go to Wright Pat, volunteer for a year in Iraq. MY time. MY blood. MY belief.
"But gee Jason, why the hell do you want to go?"
GLAD YOU ASKED!
Here it is.. No bullshit. No lies. No drama.
I have had about a dozen friends go. Some wanted. Some did not.
So why me? I do not have a death wish. But I welcome it. Lately increasingly. My philosphy is a mixture of things. One is that I am temporary, and death while fighting for my life, to PROVE I love it, even if I fail, will be the most glorious way for me. Christ if I could die on a blade of a sword, while falling a few of my enemies, would be better. But we do not live in those times. If I was to die before my mother does I want her memory of me dying the way I wished. As well as Candy, both Dans, and Nyla, and even Sarah.
They all know my belief. . if I live, then I come home proud of myself that I fought for my life, and richer in value for it, and I will admit..$$$$$$$$$. I am a single man, hardly any family, and friends who support my odd belief. What is to lose now? I am reborn again through reassruance. I think things might be okay a while from now. Give time and space to those who ask for it.
I just read a Air Force paper.. My career field is now being sent en masse' to Iraq to suppliment the convoys and interrigators.. SO it means when I out of my contract for Korea and back in the states.. GUESS WHO IS GOING?!!?!? FINALLY! Got nothing to lose now anyways, and everything to gain.
Thank you to the people who convinced me to reenlist. This is my wish since day one. Even if at one point some of you said don't go, well now I am sure that opinion has changed now, huh?
fook yes fook yes. Time for a drink. PLAN B. Go to Wright Pat, volunteer for a year in Iraq. MY time. MY blood. MY belief. "But gee Jason, why the hell do you want to go?"
GLAD YOU ASKED!
Here it is.. No bullshit. No lies. No drama.
I have had about a dozen friends go. Some wanted. Some did not.
So why me? I do not have a death wish. But I welcome it. Lately increasingly. My philosphy is a mixture of things. One is that I am temporary, and death while fighting for my life, to PROVE I love it, even if I fail, will be the most glorious way for me. Christ if I could die on a blade of a sword, while falling a few of my enemies, would be better. But we do not live in those times. If I was to die before my mother does I want her memory of me dying the way I wished. As well as Candy, both Dans, and Nyla, and even Sarah.
They all know my belief. . if I live, then I come home proud of myself that I fought for my life, and richer in value for it, and I will admit..$$$$$$$$$. I am a single man, hardly any family, and friends who support my odd belief. What is to lose now? I am reborn again through reassruance. I think things might be okay a while from now. Give time and space to those who ask for it.
mrschainsaw:
Congragulations 
mrschainsaw:
I just realized that I never properly introduced myself - the name is Ashley