jaybugg

advice please.

For a lack of a better word I am infatuated with someone. thats usually bad. But this time around i dont care.

however problems are as follows. both busy in life, her more so than me. both of us have trust issues wtih good reason. we are two different nationalities, let alone the fact i am stationed in korea at the moment. she is canadian. its the factor of both of us are patient, and having to set up our lives, me with college and military, her with work buying house and college, and dealing with people who probably need to just die out of her life as they are useless.

plus side she might come visit me while im in the states for vacation soon. shes hyper intelligent: as in no college degree yet, but still working for a major lab with biologics. and flat out the most fuckng beautiful girl to show interest in me. any girl that can outwit me with sarcastic comments has my heart..

This scares the hell out of me that I might fuck this up, as she is deserving of anything better than what half ass guys have done to her so far.

what the fuck do i do.....