jaybugg

I believe in part of my own, and th ex friend that i just lost a friend.... thats just dandy.....

and its actually bothering me a good bit, i can't sleep.
the bother of it is that i dont KNOW if i did, bc i get my paranoia attacks, and forget whats facct or whats in my head. i over analize, and freak out.

on the other hand I am not sure if i did anything if they are actual mad, or just lost interest in being friends.

I fucking hate my head.