It is over. Only some residual feeling of part embarressment and anger over being accused by someone who lied, cheated, ignored and abandoned, and did meth remains. My scars and chaos of life will be a testament to my building of myself. Hers will tear her apart, for one day she won't be able to use her harlot abilities and lies to escape her karma.... Read More
MMMMMmmmmmm. The sounds of heartbreak, i know them well. You know what? You didn't really want to hear what she says.. think abt it. Is there anything, anything at all she could possibly say to please you NOW?
Rest assured that for her Karmic comeuppance, she may find herself with the ~Mariah Carey curse~
(lots of bad music and a flg of "the one you gave away will be the only one you;re wishing 4"
I was going to post something halfway interesting, but seeing how I just got off night shift, I am tired, and I still have to write an unclassified report for work, and overall slight irritated.
So I shall write it later, and post pics of snowboarding.
For new friends, and new readers, bear in mind I usually do not sound like this....
Okay. There is one reason I wish I had a girlfriend at the moment. And it is sorta piggish then again when your ex was humping other behind you.. You are allowed. I just had a dream of the sexual kind, and now I really...REALLY wanna just like either... Read More
I am cleaning off teh buddy list a bit. Nothing personal Just don't see the need to have people on I never hear from, or honestly shouldn't be on it anymore. I go see tomorrow if I get my job back in line. Hence the non sleeping at 1am.
Here's a horribly bitter V-day writing for you.
*EDIT. Meeting was boring. Lots of psych tests.... Read More
He sat thinking traveling the subway train
Clinging to a bag with broken necklace and jaded ring
On the way from Spadina to west side Queens
She enjoyed everything that wasn't him
Loving the lamps and I.T. boys she eats their seed
While the adored shoelace wraps her throat
Strung up by the neck everyone else waited their... Read More
At the mo I'm reading Phantoms in the Brain by SV Ramachandran, which is an ace book which I'd really recommend but it's not specifically about smiling as it's a neurology book not an evolutionary-psychology book (but I'm sure there are many of them around!). I've always been fascinated by humour... and the Rama book has a chapter entitled 'The Woman who Died Laughing' about a very rare brain ischemia that presses on a certain part of the brain that causes you to laugh uncontrollably, then die (although not quite as simple as that...!). It's how I want to go...
If I come across any more good books I'll remember to mention them
Fuck it. Fuck them. Fuck everything. If there was ever a reason for me to get drunk, today was it. Ah life, Sarah must of been right, I must be a good lay because you love FUCKING ME. (This is random bitching is not about her,mind you.) When I am calm,, I will explain what happened, for now, just know I am not in a... Read More
This is long, so Thanks to Dallas I have it spoilereded. It is my way of letting go in a way, and my view, and my thoughts, who I was told to do without a sensual context at one point. So here it is. And the Automatons They Wept Seretonin. Pic at the end. I will be my final outreach of a situation that will... Read More
Rest assured that for her Karmic comeuppance, she may find herself with the ~Mariah Carey curse~
(lots of bad music and a flg of "the one you gave away will be the only one you;re wishing 4"