Ok so no response from a certain person, which is probably for the best figured I might as well say a VERY small bit of what is on my mind since I am leaving for Iraq, and as fucked up as I am I am prepared for possible death, figured why not say a tiny something... I am hardly scared of anyone, but this persons... Read More
Don't worry, for those who couldn't stomach my crap in one sitting I am going to spoil it here aka Kemper heheh I love you girl.
I done poisoned myself Sunday night with bad egg salad. that SUCKED. Food poisoning oddly enough rarely kills people, but I won't like. I wish I was dead. Thank god for strong ass antibiotics and an IV. yay ER!... Read More
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IM PUMPED AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY!!! it might have something to do with the facts that im listening to music that gets me amped, josh gets off in 10 min and then im gonna get the fuck outa here, and i just POWER primped... hahaha i started from scratch, showered, shaved, washed hair, and then did makeup and blow dried my hair all super fast. wooooooooooooooooooo i wanna get outa herrrrrrre!
$50 says you won't sit and read all this. Nor do I expect any of you to. I am doing this for my own amusement.
I intend to make the ultimate Jason rambling right now, as I have reflected upon many things the past few days, due to dreams/nightmares, daydreaming, past events and future goals, and conversations with people, be they friends or acquaintances.
so i cried reading this.
the things you've given me. so much. friendship. honesty. a shoulder. confidence. support. <3
i miss you so much.
words can't describe.
i feel like such a shitty friend for not being around so much lately.
but work is overwhelming.
and things are falling apart.
omg. i feel like such a douche... i just ate so much and i dont know why. i feel like a water balloon. hahaha. i can just imagine myself all round rolling around my room...
i have class at 2. its 1:35.. its not that i midn going to class.. i just dont wanna get in my car and drive and park and walk. haha. i have a quiz today, im stoked tho cuz its gonna be cake. i shouldve prolly put all this in a message but whatevs! <333 miss you
thank YOU for the movie and pizza and for the star kitty!!!
so i woke up terribly ill, i have a fever, my nose is completely stuffed up and my head is so heavy. i knew my nose was a little too runny last night!!!
just thought it would be worth something.
ITS HUGE!!!!