jaybugg

I think like...two people read that last post. Actually, I think only one or two EVER read my post

For now on, all book related things stay inside of me...or written on paper. not on here.

My arms are lead and I got scrapes all over my face from MMA, but I kicked ass tonight

However, I come home to find our pipes have frozen...
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HAND BASKETS SAVE WORLD: A LOVE STORY

Imagine, if all the leaders of every government, religion, group,party, tribe, etc. got together, and set aside all differences to set a time and date, where everyone, everywhere, wove themselves a hand basket. You can weave any size, shape, color basket you want. All people, just sitting, chilling, weaving. No war, no arguments, no loud noises. Just people...
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You can tell I don't have direct friends, as I am sitting here imbibing my 3rd glass of absinthe on new years, typing away.

I think other than maybe getting mortar shells launched at me while in Iraq, 2008 went much smoother than 2007.

I recently finished class, and I am taking 8 weeks off of school to brainstorm and prep my book. What it...
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What a fucking week. I hope everyons Hanukkah, Christmas, Kwanzaa, Winter Solstice, etc. went well. Vesta, Gigantic, Mneylu, I will get your presents out when I get off my ass. Lee, yours has not arrived yet. I havent even started my final paper which is due tomorrow, let alone sent mail.

Thank you for your condolences regarding my friend who died last year. I just...
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Go ahead and laugh at my profile pics.. God knows Lee did



I really don't have an excuse, not even drunk...


I'll never live this down...

When I get back home in about 24 hours.. I think we shall have a chat..And by chat I will say something that will end with me probably being no longer friends with some, or jus flat out not on here..

for now, we toast.

Let me go, let me die
Without regret,without a sigh
Unlock my hands, so I can fall
All my secrets, are in the walls
Lachyrmal shrouds, cling to my face
Every word echoed, a stuttering trace
I tear at my skin, until nothing's left
I rend the flesh, with bated breath
If you let me, I wish to go
Though I always felt, that you...
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The fact I am writing this means I still haven't put my shit in my car and drove my ass to North Carolina..

I really don't want to go. Too many emotions concerning family. A week is going to be an overload.. I sit here smoking a cigarette and listening to Breaking Benjamin slightly shaking. Apprehensive,much? I should of already left 4 hours ago, but...
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What a fucking weekend. I spent more time driving than I did sleeping. I bought my own christmas presents early, some clothes and a ton of books, cause I don't get presents otherwise

I am going to North Carolina next sunday for a week. Mom's graduating with her bachelors degree. I am honestly not looking forward to going though, anyone who knows a bit of...
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Christ...Almighty.. Last night was fun

500pm: Arrive at hotel, meet up with Ice and Chuck, his manager

515: eat dinner at hotel, book a room. Hotel is cheap, but uber nice

600: arrive at bar to do a walk through, meet owners and bouncers, go over plans of fun. Jay stares at girl who is 5'0, looks 13, but with tits of a porn star...Jay's...
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