Hola Gente,
I see this place as a place of secrets that aren't hidden. I don't know that makes sense, but it'
s how I think of it. It's my unlocked cabin in the middle of the ocean. I love it here.
As I get the word "famous" as an artist more and more each year, I feel like I have less places to share my inner thoughts. I know that might sound funny but it's feels true. The love y'all show me is so nice. I love my fans off site but sometimes they say some crazy shit to me and I can't vent anywhere. Maybe I just need a therapist? I just feel like I'm closing inward and I don't enjoy it.
To the next topic, I read this comic "Rain" by Image Comics. It makes my little cold dramatic heart find a beat. It's sad but very beautiful. Mas bonitas.
I find myself in need of these things as I hit 40 soon. I feel older when the weather changes. Being a painer is more physical over 4 decades than people think it is. My hands and feet need a soak often. Thank you every day for weed.
I wish I could make a comic one day like the great @foodone. One day when I can stop and focus. I want what ever it is to be sexy and sad. I love those comics so much. I used to read a webcomic by Frannerd. It was so indie. There is this beautiful quality to it.
gotta get moving again...past the pain to the canvas.
Buenas noches mi gente,
Jaws
