I cant believe i made it through this day... gah 
worked a 10 hr day...... which really sucked 
a bunch of cothes fell all over the floor cause the machine i work with sucks- so like 2000 articals of clothing fell all over the dirty fuckn floor..... and i had to go through them and sort them by size, and style and cost and blah blah blah.... fuckn kill me already. -it was a really bad, longgggg fuckn day.... and then i got my check and it was only 126.76 ....bad day, but beer is good. 
-so im happy now.
my roomies arent going to be here untill 12:30ish.... cause they had to go to work.... boring friday.
i was thinking about goign to the bar to get a little slaushy and sing some songs... but alas... no one to go with.... and no car. ---perty lame. ...what a loser i am... drinking beer all a fuckn lone. ...well, i have brodie..... but shes a cat.... so that doesnt really count for company.
so- i just kind of broke up with my emmy
-but its really hard and crappy cause we live pretty far away and both of us dont have cars.. and kind of have to rely on people to get us to each other.... and its really sad.... we see each other once every like 2 or 3 weeks.... and thats not how it should be... and it seems like it would be doing more harm than good to stay in that same adgenda.... -im no good at talking about feelings and shit either... esp with another person..hah.. give me a pad and paper and ill tell you what you wanna hear mother fucker.. 
-but i dont know.. how to explain how i feel. -though i am writing a book to her right now... hah. - long drawn out explanations about how and why i feel....
i hate discusing any form of emotion. - i just dont feel that hurting each other is a very good way to have a relationship.... and not that either one of us ment it... but distance hurts people all the time...
i feel really bad about all of it... but. - i really feel that its going to be a good thing- and that it will work out fine. ...gah.
Soooooo lovely weekend
what will you bring?
.......im placing 50$ on bordom! .... buti guess i can always hope. - last weekend was fuckn awesome. -great fun.
-i want to go to oakland to visit my friend stephy.... damn vacation time isnt for another 4 months ...i wanna make her come here but i need my own place if im goign to have friedns come to stay here.. 
-it would be fun though.... i NEED to get the fuck out of utah..haha and not just monthly trips to wyoming.... wyoming is lame, but not quite as lame as utah.... in some ways. ... i guess.
so im bored and im typing a bunhc of useless bullshit...
the truth is this: - its friday night... im bored.. im drinking alone.... end of story...
....i wanna take photos tomorrow night... haha i say that every day... one day... it will happen. jesus, im a boring girl.
have a fun friday.....
ps- my neighbor is a fuckn gummo charactor -haha shes the mom of the deformed kid with the over bite who feeds her son dinner over his black discusting bath water....who dies tap and puts a gun to her sons head..... that is HER .... yes, yes it is. ...i think im in love 
...yuuuuup. have fun for me tonight guys and gools
worked a 10 hr day...... which really sucked a bunch of cothes fell all over the floor cause the machine i work with sucks- so like 2000 articals of clothing fell all over the dirty fuckn floor..... and i had to go through them and sort them by size, and style and cost and blah blah blah.... fuckn kill me already. -it was a really bad, longgggg fuckn day.... and then i got my check and it was only 126.76 ....bad day, but beer is good. -so im happy now.
my roomies arent going to be here untill 12:30ish.... cause they had to go to work.... boring friday.
i was thinking about goign to the bar to get a little slaushy and sing some songs... but alas... no one to go with.... and no car. ---perty lame. ...what a loser i am... drinking beer all a fuckn lone. ...well, i have brodie..... but shes a cat.... so that doesnt really count for company.
so- i just kind of broke up with my emmy
-but its really hard and crappy cause we live pretty far away and both of us dont have cars.. and kind of have to rely on people to get us to each other.... and its really sad.... we see each other once every like 2 or 3 weeks.... and thats not how it should be... and it seems like it would be doing more harm than good to stay in that same adgenda.... -im no good at talking about feelings and shit either... esp with another person..hah.. give me a pad and paper and ill tell you what you wanna hear mother fucker.. -but i dont know.. how to explain how i feel. -though i am writing a book to her right now... hah. - long drawn out explanations about how and why i feel....
i hate discusing any form of emotion. - i just dont feel that hurting each other is a very good way to have a relationship.... and not that either one of us ment it... but distance hurts people all the time...
i feel really bad about all of it... but. - i really feel that its going to be a good thing- and that it will work out fine. ...gah.
Soooooo lovely weekend
what will you bring?
.......im placing 50$ on bordom! .... buti guess i can always hope. - last weekend was fuckn awesome. -great fun.
-i want to go to oakland to visit my friend stephy.... damn vacation time isnt for another 4 months
...i wanna make her come here but i need my own place if im goign to have friedns come to stay here.. -it would be fun though.... i NEED to get the fuck out of utah..haha and not just monthly trips to wyoming.... wyoming is lame, but not quite as lame as utah.... in some ways. ... i guess.
so im bored and im typing a bunhc of useless bullshit...
the truth is this: - its friday night... im bored.. im drinking alone.... end of story...
....i wanna take photos tomorrow night... haha i say that every day... one day... it will happen. jesus, im a boring girl.
have a fun friday.....
ps- my neighbor is a fuckn gummo charactor
-haha shes the mom of the deformed kid with the over bite who feeds her son dinner over his black discusting bath water....who dies tap and puts a gun to her sons head..... that is HER .... yes, yes it is. ...i think im in love
...yuuuuup. have fun for me tonight guys and gools
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applerecords1251:
guys and gools? you do need to get out. Hope you had fun at the bar. And stay away from radioactive spiders.
gil:
utah wouldnt be SO boaring if you moved out of the sticks