All day I've been pottering around the house thinking of moments past and things that will never again be. I really dont like dwelling on the past, but I dont see anything at all in the near-future and the present sucks.
I'm really not ok with life at the moment. I think I'm seriously gonna take up a photography course at Tafe. I like the idea of living in L.A. shooting photo's and working in a bar for a living. I don't care if I can afford it or not, as soon as I'm 21 I'm heading to the U.S. I wanna live somewhere with a degree of crazyness and adventure every day. Melbourne is one of the greatest cities on Earth and I do love it here alot but its suffocatingly dull alot of the time even when events are on. Predictability is my most loathed thing in the whole world.
I'm really not ok with life at the moment. I think I'm seriously gonna take up a photography course at Tafe. I like the idea of living in L.A. shooting photo's and working in a bar for a living. I don't care if I can afford it or not, as soon as I'm 21 I'm heading to the U.S. I wanna live somewhere with a degree of crazyness and adventure every day. Melbourne is one of the greatest cities on Earth and I do love it here alot but its suffocatingly dull alot of the time even when events are on. Predictability is my most loathed thing in the whole world.
If you want to mix it up, spike your life with adventure, you could always piss off some drug dealers or hotwire a car and drive it into the ocean. I could never do that. Chicago doesn't have an ocean.
EDIT: I can't spell to save my life.
[Edited on May 16, 2006 1:17AM]