A new week.
Hi peeps, another new here and as 2009 comes to an end i wonder if i should make another new years resolution that i know i will not keep, some peeps say they will try to lose weight (which did work a few years ago) but fell off the wagon a few months after that, some try to quit drinking or smoking or both and do not keep it, my dad is quilty of the smoking one (o'well). So this time around i will not make any new years resolution , instead i will just take each day one at a time, it's all i can do. Got some bad news from my doctor earlier today, my kidneys have gotten worse and i have been recommended to a specialist, guess drinkning all that water did not work, but seriously this caught me off guard since i'm trying to take better care of myself and not making the grade. For those who do not know i have been a type one diabetic for close to 30 years and doing my 20's i was very selfish and REALLY STUPID! and did not give a damn about my health and pretty much ate what i wanted and did not watch my diet or anything and just acted as if nothing was wrong with me and if i had done all the right things nothing would be wrong so now the "what if" sets in but what's done is done and try to make it better or keep it from getting worse. My vision lose got my attention and things started to shut down almost at the same time and now on enough meds to keep a phamacy open 24/7. I do not give up easy and do not plan to anytime soon, one of my problems is that i hate being told what to do(healthwise) always felt it's my life and my health and i'll do what i wish and now i'm paying for that additude and now must try to save what i have left. Well have to go and take care of a few things but i hope everyone has a good week and talk to y'all soon and trustme this is no where near being over, i will beat it back and live a long time. take care peeps, see ya later
and sorry if my spelling sucks (hehe).
My tough guy pose (haha)
Hi peeps, another new here and as 2009 comes to an end i wonder if i should make another new years resolution that i know i will not keep, some peeps say they will try to lose weight (which did work a few years ago) but fell off the wagon a few months after that, some try to quit drinking or smoking or both and do not keep it, my dad is quilty of the smoking one (o'well). So this time around i will not make any new years resolution , instead i will just take each day one at a time, it's all i can do. Got some bad news from my doctor earlier today, my kidneys have gotten worse and i have been recommended to a specialist, guess drinkning all that water did not work, but seriously this caught me off guard since i'm trying to take better care of myself and not making the grade. For those who do not know i have been a type one diabetic for close to 30 years and doing my 20's i was very selfish and REALLY STUPID! and did not give a damn about my health and pretty much ate what i wanted and did not watch my diet or anything and just acted as if nothing was wrong with me and if i had done all the right things nothing would be wrong so now the "what if" sets in but what's done is done and try to make it better or keep it from getting worse. My vision lose got my attention and things started to shut down almost at the same time and now on enough meds to keep a phamacy open 24/7. I do not give up easy and do not plan to anytime soon, one of my problems is that i hate being told what to do(healthwise) always felt it's my life and my health and i'll do what i wish and now i'm paying for that additude and now must try to save what i have left. Well have to go and take care of a few things but i hope everyone has a good week and talk to y'all soon and trustme this is no where near being over, i will beat it back and live a long time. take care peeps, see ya later
and sorry if my spelling sucks (hehe).
My tough guy pose (haha)
callioppe:
hey there thanks for the add <3
kraven:
Thank you. And thanks for the support on my new set. Hope you are having a great week!