jamberee_

Yesterday was a really great day. The other girls were hauling horses in while I stayed back and pretty much sat adn watched the horse shoers do their job.They were cute and funny so we were giving them a hard time. They trimmed and shoed about 24 horses yesterday.

The night before we all got super wasted adn theres a bunch of like 19 year olds here and this one girl went from dry humping everyone on the dance floor to laying in hte middle of the road, waiting for a car to come by so she could kill herself. So... they called the cops adn the poor sweet heart got arrested but she didnt get fired. How does that happen? I tried to get her to come home with me and be reasonable but she was like GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME and so i was like SEE YA!

Before dinner we rode the horses up hte mountain and the view was insane.

I am having a bit of a hard time fitting into the pecking order myself. I am such a leader and so bossy and every one of these girls keeps bossing me around and teling me hw to do my job when i already know.
I have a really hard time with that and i keep just keeping my mouth shut. Even the other new girl tried to tell me how to catch my horse that was running away from me and im like...umm yeah ive done this before.

I want to welcome new knowledge and i need to learn the way they do things here so i keep just shutting my mouth but its hard. My roommmate is the worst, she explained to me over and over again while she was druknk last night that shes goign to be hard on me but that doesnt mean she doesnt like me. Driving me bananas..

So i finally got a sack of weed yesterday after not smoking for like 4 days and i was grinning ear to ear. I couldnt fully comprehend the beauty of the place i was in until i smoked and destressed and sat down with my lil apple pipe.

I smoked with this girl who is tall adn hot and thin and reallly beautiful... honestly. Shes a model too... shes a ragingly huge nerd and a LESBIAN! so... i had her in my room and i was talking to her adn i felt a little something and i think i found my buddy for the summer... hopefully. I have a hard time hitting on women but... i let her know that i am also gay and interested in her so.... i'll just try and pay attention to her and see what happens. this girl is seriously such a nerd tho, and... i love nerds.

so we have a long day of riding ahead of us. We aer going over all the trails. I have to go to this wrangler school thing to laern about rocky mountain national park and learn the plants and the rules of hte park. I am sure that will be interesting adn I love meeting new horse people.

So.. thats whats up in my world.