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I am so excited that I got this job. It seems too good to be true, but the lady told me to hurry up and buy my plane ticket so... its really happening. I am going to be paid really well and I totally deserve it because I have been collecting so much horse experience over the years. I can't believe that I really get to be a cowgirl tho! Like for real... after this summer I will be a real live cowgirl. I know that there is a staff photographer whose job it is to capture beautiful family moments, but maybe on a day off he can capture me getting naked with a horse on a mountain and you guys can all LOVE that shit!! I should probably keep my suicide girl business a secret, but its so hard to because my life is an open book. I say what I'm thinking outloud.

So, on a less exciting new front... the lap top that I bought... its junk. My friend looked at it and said theres tons wrong with the hard drive. I got it recertified because its cheaper and I thought I was going to get a good deal. Well.... I got it in the mail without a pwer cord. So.. I had to order a power cord which took some time. I got the cord today and then had a friend who knows what he's doing look at it and he said no go. Send it back. But, their return policy is for only one week. I guess I have to raise hell which is not in my character but I feel like I got totally gippped twice. I went to Newegg.com because I heard it has the best product and customer service and so hopefully they will hook me up wiht a refund but still I'm out like 30 bucks in shipping and all in all this has been a pain in the ass and I want a computer ASAP.

At least I will get one and I can keep in touch with you people while I am away in the middle of no where this summer. I don't know what I would do without internet access. Hopefully, I wont spend too much time but I actually would miss you guys. Plus, I love checking out member review and voting for my friends and seeing lovely tattoos on lovely girls.

Have you guys ever read the book, even cowgirls get the blues? Its also a movie too but the book is amazing. Between that in Hey Dude when I was a kid, this dude ranch thing has been my dream.

So, I am not coming back to Illinois after the summer I have officially decided. It breaks my heart to think I wont see my neice grow up but at the same time, I have nothing holding me back here and Its a great opportunity to spread my wings. I wil be leaving this job with a few grand and I think I'm going to stay in colorado or else go somewheres... who knows?

I like the idea of a 420 friendly living environment with hippies and open minded outdoorsy kinda folk around me. I am sure my future husband is hiking somewhere right now nad I need to get myself out there and find that man before someone else scoops him up!

Ok, im taking some of this good energy and spreading this all over this blog so hopefully you can soak it up and follow your dreams cuz I am seriously so proud of myself and happy for myself right now, it seems UNREAL that this has fallen into my path but I am all about following my heart right now and my heart is taking me to the rocky mountains!!!!