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I think I am better.

Yes, I do have an Ulcer. The good doc put me on meds. Hopefully this will help, so no more agressive treatments are nessesary. More than anything, this is a reminder to CHILL OUT.

So, this evening I took some time to myself. I sat in the bathtub and shaved my motherfuckin legs. It was so nice.

How is...
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I think I have an ulcer.

Life is happening so fast. I feel like I cant handle it.


Mothering. School. Teaching. Building a house. So many other little things I wolnt even mention.....because.....i dont want to think about it.

Why do I feel like I have to be everythng, do everything?

I will discuse this with my therapist...........
polly:
hey, nice favorite band selection-dilly. wink

i don't mind doing the dishes really, because i can't smell. unless theyve really been rotting.. that sucks.
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I was awake for 37 hours helping a women bring another person into the world.

Phew! Im still tired......and she gave birth on sunday! eeek
tulipbooty:
you. are. awesome.
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here i am.

waiting.

My second Doula client is in early labor, and has been for a while. I was with her for most of yesterday.....and went home. He doc sent her home and told her to rest. Its going *that slow*. I think she is in the hospital now. We are waiting for her to progress beyond 3cm before I join her. There really...
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Rest In Peace Freya

(I am so sorry that you had only 19 months on this earth. You were a sweet and innocent soul. You did not deserve this.)

She was only 4 months older than my daughter. She, her mother, and her big sister lived just down the street from us.
I remeber holding her when she was 3 months old. She was so...
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thearcanecircle:
i heard about this...its unreal sometimes what some humans are capable of doing...
monsterbaby:
hey,
I heard about this at my craft meeting, I don't know much about the details( I don't think I want to know)
But I am sorry.

[Edited on Jan 19, 2005 11:01PM]
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This has to be the richest, most wonderful time of my life, so far. I just know that some day I am going to look back and wish I could do it all over again. I am having such a great time just being alive.

Does this make any sence?

I love being a mom. I love my husband and all his goofiness. I...
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monsterbaby:
What a great post!!!!
smile smile smile
It seems so fitting for you to go in that direction, that is just awesome.
BTW, get_dead_kid took the GED route years ago and claimed it was a cake walk. He took a preparation class before hand and felt like he did not really need it after all.
I understand the feeling of intimadation all to well, but just like you knew you wanted to do this, it should all turn out well.
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I have a cold.

I cant stop thinking about death.

I need to buy better shampoo.

I want more vergitables in my refrigerator.

I had sex this morning.

I ate ice cream for breakfast.