I would just like to say that I really appreciate the support from my friends on this site. It means a lot to me that people enjoy reading what I have to say, and care about me enough to offer kind words, advice or just a shoulder. I will get through this heartache that is true , its just nice to know that I am...
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Not another word of it. Healing in session. My broken heart can not withstand the torture, the torment. Time needed away from the pain. Space needed away from those words. That energy draining stress needs to be forgotten for awhile. Moving on....letting go...
No names anymore, please.
No tales of horror of the heart.
I do release some pain while on my journal but if...
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No names anymore, please.
No tales of horror of the heart.
I do release some pain while on my journal but if...
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mothra:
yeah, Wednesday night, whatever that is, its on... just you know... keep on keeping on. 
suicidesmitty:
bashing!!!????
Not only once, not twice, so many fucking times now. I can't keep track. People I get close to tell me it is BETTER, their lives are better without me. I hear it only though from the people that take pieces of me with them when they go. I don't feel better I feel empty. So empty now. I destroy myself NO one can destroy...
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dee1:
not cool.
deversenine...you may have some things that you are holding against jae yet you have to look at it as....thats "your" guys problem and doesnt need to be released to everyone. it may make you feel bigger at that time yet all its doing is making someone feel horrible about themselves and if you really cared about that person you wouldnt want them to be upset.
you two need to realize that these problems that you two are going through with eachother are your problems and not the whole worlds. live life. love life. sometimes there are some bad points yet you keep on trucking.....dont put anyones name to shame....shit happens...
deversenine...you may have some things that you are holding against jae yet you have to look at it as....thats "your" guys problem and doesnt need to be released to everyone. it may make you feel bigger at that time yet all its doing is making someone feel horrible about themselves and if you really cared about that person you wouldnt want them to be upset.
you two need to realize that these problems that you two are going through with eachother are your problems and not the whole worlds. live life. love life. sometimes there are some bad points yet you keep on trucking.....dont put anyones name to shame....shit happens...
mothra:
Deep Breath... you'll be alright.
say what you want
do what you say
say what you mean
mean what you say
do what you say
say what you mean
mean what you say
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kajiseele:
exactly
diversenine:
You sure do have a purty mouth.......can we jump off a bridge together?
OK what is it tonight?
please just tell me what the hell is wrong,
Do you want to eat, do you want to sleep, do you want to drown?
Just settle down, settle down, settle down...
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills,
Give you anything you want, hundred dollar bills,
I'll even let you watch the shows you want to see,...
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please just tell me what the hell is wrong,
Do you want to eat, do you want to sleep, do you want to drown?
Just settle down, settle down, settle down...
I'll give you candy, give you diamonds, give you pills,
Give you anything you want, hundred dollar bills,
I'll even let you watch the shows you want to see,...
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diversenine:
anything...................
mexicore:
hey thanx. i didnt design them myself exactley. i drew sketches of my ideas and then sat down with the artists put them all together to come up with the actual piece. and I love that song.
Yesterday i walked around in this daze completely disconnected from others and most of reality. It was strange for the first time in my life I had strangers walking up to me and asking me " what is wrong?" and "are you okay?" To answer these questions seemed ridiculous ,not only given the fact that these strangers couldnt possibly be effected by my emotions or...
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dee1:
......clouds in my coffee......
<3 jae....
call me so we can make out.....haha
<3 jae....
call me so we can make out.....haha
davidgr:
I have seen you also... small world huh?
When something just feels right, but your logical or rational thoughts are stearing you clear even through the fogginess of the love induced hazy blindness, you should read the signs on this love trip. U turn, Stop, yield, dead end road.
There is no map to this destination just a compass to point you in the right direction. And sometimes head and heart are two...
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There is no map to this destination just a compass to point you in the right direction. And sometimes head and heart are two...
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mothra:
Sounds like a plan, I may a similar desicion after I broke up with my last girlfriend, and now I think it may not have been the best idea. I think I just avoided women all together, the only sure fire way to not end up hooking up.
cornelius:
in my experience, it's when you are busy living your life and concentrating on being alone when a magic arrow will fly out of the air and strike you right between the lungs, forming a heart-shaped puncture in the meaty part of your breastplate, clouding your head with delusions of grandeur, blood gushing, staining any plans you might have had previously.
stay on target... but this is not always a negative thing.
i used to think that i wanted to be alone, but it turns out that deep down inside i am just afraid of commitment, and getting my ass knocked the fuck out by love again.
-bobby
stay on target... but this is not always a negative thing.
i used to think that i wanted to be alone, but it turns out that deep down inside i am just afraid of commitment, and getting my ass knocked the fuck out by love again.
-bobby
Destroy me . Go on
I want you
and it too
Wrap me up inside
the depths of your words
is that it
do you realize
how powerful and changing
do you know
how you affect me
How can I go on
lost
in the thoughts you have created
My mind wanders aimlessly
among the circles of emotions
circling what I found
the hope in...
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I want you
and it too
Wrap me up inside
the depths of your words
is that it
do you realize
how powerful and changing
do you know
how you affect me
How can I go on
lost
in the thoughts you have created
My mind wanders aimlessly
among the circles of emotions
circling what I found
the hope in...
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doubleo:
hows the shooting going? you had said something about a set.
you know i realized that almost all of my friends have GNR listed in their favorite music. huh, i guess there had to be some reason i like y'all.
you know i realized that almost all of my friends have GNR listed in their favorite music. huh, i guess there had to be some reason i like y'all.
lesleyslenning:
and and and and and and 
and and and and and and I cannot leave my house for two months. This is to correct the serious damage I have down to my credit card balance 
I have really fucked myself, but it didnt feel good. Maybe I should make it three months. I think as soon as I pay them off a bit it'll be the holidays. Grrr and I am supposed to be getting my breasts...
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I have really fucked myself, but it didnt feel good. Maybe I should make it three months. I think as soon as I pay them off a bit it'll be the holidays. Grrr and I am supposed to be getting my breasts... Read More
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allmixedup:
Wo wo wo wo!! What do u mean "getting my breasts done?" You're breasts are perfectly salacious. Puhleeeez don't let conformity defunct your natural sensuousness. You are beautiful.
P.S. FAKE BOOBS =
P.S. FAKE BOOBS =
polaris:
GOOD MORNING!!!!! princess!
I have been shopping my ass off... So from behind I look like a crazy vintage ,80's wearing ,assless heina! I have managed to get a bit of sun also which is only benefitting the rest of the world really. Now rather than sheild their eyes in fear of being blinded by my super powered reflective skin they can look straight at me. The trip...
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polaris:
I'M WRITING IN HERE ANYWAY!
ew, diversenine has a rash??
ew, diversenine has a rash??
jaeiam:
I don't have a rash!! monkeyroorebeldoodie
it doesn't always have to work one way... it can work the other way too. the power that you give to me, i'll try to get back to you.
-bobby
[Edited on Sep 25, 2003]