I am tired today. Went out again last night with some old friends. Danced in a little battle circle at a club. Heard a lot of "white girl" comments but honestly it flattered me, because I can dance.
I am bartending this dinner theatre party in fountain hills tonight. I am nervous considering that I dont' even know how to make a drink. I have to wear a tux jacket and serve rich people drinks. Hopefully I will make some good money though. I worked so much the last couple weeks and I still can't cover my bills. Also I am in $5500 credit card debt. Thats depressing me horribly. I put in all of those hours for money for christmas and I still don't have any.
All of this and HE is still a constant thought on my mind. I miss him and I cannot imagine not ever feeling his skin, tasting his lips, getting lost in his eyes, or hearing him tell me he loves me. We were supposed to be together for christmas. I think though that he is happy now, or at least that he will be soon.
I am bartending this dinner theatre party in fountain hills tonight. I am nervous considering that I dont' even know how to make a drink. I have to wear a tux jacket and serve rich people drinks. Hopefully I will make some good money though. I worked so much the last couple weeks and I still can't cover my bills. Also I am in $5500 credit card debt. Thats depressing me horribly. I put in all of those hours for money for christmas and I still don't have any.
All of this and HE is still a constant thought on my mind. I miss him and I cannot imagine not ever feeling his skin, tasting his lips, getting lost in his eyes, or hearing him tell me he loves me. We were supposed to be together for christmas. I think though that he is happy now, or at least that he will be soon. VIEW 18 of 18 COMMENTS
I will post pics of my sketches, and the finished inked work soon