My dreams last night were strange , nightmares even. I layed in bed literally tossing and turning until I fell asleep. I wouldn't exactly call it peaceful. I dreamt that instead of lying there I was in my car. I drove to his house and opened the door; its always open. I found the key from his secret spot and I opened his bedroom. It was dark and silent. I shut the door quietly and set my things down too. I undressed as quickly and quietly as I possibly could. This all in the entry way to the room, not in view of the bed. Around the corner I walked in the darkness I knew this room so well. I expected only to enter his dreams when my body wrapped around his. This position had been filled though. My side of the bed and my pillow were now occupied.
I obviously was terrified when I woke up from that one. It only got worse with variations of the same.
I slept in my bed last night in my apartment. I have slept in his for the last eight nights. Its raining today. I want to spend the day with my lil boy and just have fun. Take him to get a haircut and maybe shopping. I will celebrate Christmas because he should get a millions gifts and all.
Ryan and I saw the most beautiful apartment yesterday. I absolutely love it. It has crown molding and a big round roman tub. We'd have a blast decorating. The only problem being that he would have to dedicate one room to his tiki art. This entry is long. The coffee pot awaits my arrival. I love coffee. Flavored coffee is really good. Rasberry creme is yummy.
I obviously was terrified when I woke up from that one. It only got worse with variations of the same.
I slept in my bed last night in my apartment. I have slept in his for the last eight nights. Its raining today. I want to spend the day with my lil boy and just have fun. Take him to get a haircut and maybe shopping. I will celebrate Christmas because he should get a millions gifts and all.
Ryan and I saw the most beautiful apartment yesterday. I absolutely love it. It has crown molding and a big round roman tub. We'd have a blast decorating. The only problem being that he would have to dedicate one room to his tiki art. This entry is long. The coffee pot awaits my arrival. I love coffee. Flavored coffee is really good. Rasberry creme is yummy.
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good thing i had to go to the store anyway.