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jaeiam

Mesa, Arizona USA

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Saturday Sep 06, 2003

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When something just feels right, but your logical or rational thoughts are stearing you clear even through the fogginess of the love induced hazy blindness, you should read the signs on this love trip. U turn, Stop, yield, dead end road.
There is no map to this destination just a compass to point you in the right direction. And sometimes head and heart are two completely different roads.
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I knew that I was not being true to myself this time I broke a commitment to myself. Before this last relationship I vowed to take time off dating to regroup or collect the shattered pieces of myself. I think I need time off from everything for awhile.
Yeah I expected this, thats true... but only because of the threats. How threatening is the inevitable though, really? I saw this coming I heard it in his voice. So I guess I was a bit prepared. I will move on with my plans. My plans are so simple I WANT TO BE ALONE. I don't want anyone to get close enough to get me believing in the fairytale type shit. Fairytales are not real and do not come true. I need to just accept this reality and live.
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mothra:
Sounds like a plan, I may a similar desicion after I broke up with my last girlfriend, and now I think it may not have been the best idea. I think I just avoided women all together, the only sure fire way to not end up hooking up.
Sep 8, 2003
cornelius:
in my experience, it's when you are busy living your life and concentrating on being alone when a magic arrow will fly out of the air and strike you right between the lungs, forming a heart-shaped puncture in the meaty part of your breastplate, clouding your head with delusions of grandeur, blood gushing, staining any plans you might have had previously.

stay on target... but this is not always a negative thing.

i used to think that i wanted to be alone, but it turns out that deep down inside i am just afraid of commitment, and getting my ass knocked the fuck out by love again.

-bobby
Sep 9, 2003

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