jaeiam

Without affection people can die. It is supposedly as important in raising children as it is to provide them food, clothes, education and shelter. So why as adults do people pretend it isn't needed or wanted? People will get it somehow, or somewhere. They will fill up the emptiness , just don't deny the human need and desire of it all. Don't be ashamed, it is our nature. Some feel ashamed that they so easily connect and love others, some feel guilty of how attracted to others they can become. Why? Just be.
No matter how hard my heart should be by now and no matter how cold I should be inside. I still love, and want and that makes me human. I sometimes wish for the hatred to come over me to leave my complicated head and webs of complex emotion. Sometimes I just believe so much in the hatred that I feel it for awhile. It seems ideal and blissful. Easier! Not to shuffle through the memories of love and remember exact sensations. Only the truly unexperienced are safe, locked away with their ignorance of LOVE.
***Sometimes I look down into the face of the love that we created and I remember how beautiful we were.Our love, with your eyes and my smile. Too bad he will not remember you.