jae_murder

my god


i am just too crazy
i wish to apologise to thoosee who know me and love me, i am so sorry that i am this way, i wish i could conntrol my emotions, my love, my ideas, but i just dont knwo if i will ever be able to. i have tried medication many times before, but then i have nothing to write about, i feel nothing worth livng for,, i have no desire for sex, which i woulld base my life around if i had the choice, iitsss almost like i have to choose between my sanity or my sexuality.

i mean, come on, sexuality wins out over all... when you have such a sexy boyfriend, with such power and masculiniity, such love and intensity, i would raather be crazy and prefer dying to livving another randdom day, than giving up such sexual fuffilment and sedation.

if i could fuck my boyfriend passionatly for the next 30 daaays straight, i would trade the rest of my inconsequeential liife.

i love him so much, and i feel so sexual twaards hiim, it makes me boil over....



i never thought i woudl find perfectiion in a bad boy from flint.