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Since I have been back in NC I have only gotten a few hours of real sleep. Strange how I can easily fall asleep in CA with Juggalosic but can barely get tired here. Hopefully I am only here for a couple of months and then I can finally go HOME. I definitely miss nightly cuddles and kisses all day-and everything else. Le Sigh.

Today started out very painful. My jaw keeps going in and out of place, so it is more painful than usual. My doctor had a difficult time getting my birth control out-sooo very painful. It has been extremely hard for me to walk today. My migraine is on super mode. Fortunately, my doc gave me some pain meds...if only they would work! As if I don't hurt enough, I get my next round of Botox tomorrow for my migraines. 50+ shots, here I come! Not looking forward to it, or the pain that follows. This will be my last try to see if it works. Third time is a charm, right?

Once I start feeling human after all of this (which won't be for a couple of weeks) I have to start with my packing and getting my affairs in order to move. I'd be lying if I said that I don't get a little anxiety thinking about everything that needs to be done. Crossing my fingers that it goes smoothly...I could really use a break from difficult things. Either way, I will get through it, I always do. Each obstacle only makes me stronger. On the positive side of things-I couldn't be happier with where my life has taken me and where I am going. Things feel right for once and I know where I am supposed to be, who I'm supposed to be with. For that, I am truly thankful.

Life has lead me to amazing things. A wonderful love, the greatest friends, new family, happiness. For everything difficult and trying moment I have, greatness matches it tenfold. Despite my sickness, I have come out on top of the world. Life has purpose. Life is full of love.

Random pics from today


My Coconut Monkey from Billy <3


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XOXO