Things have been trivial, yet stressful over the past month.
It seems to just be a lot of little things.
As I wake the first thoughts are usually of running away. Away from this town,state,country as far as I can.
Sometimes I just want to start over.
The only things that keep me here are opportunities for an uncertain future.
I just don't know.
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It seems to just be a lot of little things.
As I wake the first thoughts are usually of running away. Away from this town,state,country as far as I can.
Sometimes I just want to start over.
The only things that keep me here are opportunities for an uncertain future.
I just don't know.
My...
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suntlacrimae:
God, running away sounds nice right now.
brookelynne:
I've never been good at giving or taking advice, so I'll keep my mouth shut. Hope you feel better.
ANGER, has been nipping at my heels,
Making its presence ever more known
Two years of work
training
tears
pain.
Slowly slipping further away.
I do not lose my temper. Never have. I use it. I channel all the pure emotion, HATRED. Into positive outlets.
Getting so good at it these emotions seem things of another life
Why do I feel the need to fight...
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Making its presence ever more known
Two years of work
training
tears
pain.
Slowly slipping further away.
I do not lose my temper. Never have. I use it. I channel all the pure emotion, HATRED. Into positive outlets.
Getting so good at it these emotions seem things of another life
Why do I feel the need to fight...
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tao:
josh, you're a giver. thats probably how u end up in those situations. you're a humanitarian.
p.s. i'd like a call from you. yep.
p.s. i'd like a call from you. yep.
hydra:
You got rather poetic on our asses didn't you.
I am a humanity-hater, but that's because I am just so meaninless in the big picture.
I am a humanity-hater, but that's because I am just so meaninless in the big picture.
First and for most thank you all for your words, prayers, songs and just your genuine concern.
Things are good.The doctors where able to get him to regain feeling in his body, as well as stop the shaking.
He was discharged the other day.
Things are good.The doctors where able to get him to regain feeling in his body, as well as stop the shaking.
He was discharged the other day.
sunna:
helloooo
Nice things are getting better for you
All I can do by now is sending you good vibes.
Please take care!!!
Besos & kudos
Nice things are getting better for you
All I can do by now is sending you good vibes.
Please take care!!!
Besos & kudos
suntlacrimae:
YAY! That's amazing news. May things stay well.
For those of you that read my journal I ask that if you are religious or spiritual in any way. I care not what god you pray to just that you pray. I ask if you Can please send up words to the creator tonight in prayer.
Someone very close to me was just informed that not less then 30 min ago there father (...
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Someone very close to me was just informed that not less then 30 min ago there father (...
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n8tvegrl:
The white guy would probably be okay with it. I'll tell him you're my cousin.
Any update on your post above?
Any update on your post above?
ryan_dipietro:
How's your dad, man?
Sometimes Greatness is defined Not by what we Accomplish,
But by what we Overcome.
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Changed my mind, Getting the tattoo on my ribs, right side.
I'm having trouble finding someone in the area who will do my Venom's.
Most piercers around here suck at what they do. People who paid 100 bucks got some needles and now feel comfortable to put holes in peoples...
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But by what we Overcome.
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Changed my mind, Getting the tattoo on my ribs, right side.
I'm having trouble finding someone in the area who will do my Venom's.
Most piercers around here suck at what they do. People who paid 100 bucks got some needles and now feel comfortable to put holes in peoples...
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n8tvegrl:
Careful where you put your tats sweetie. Society isn't ready for that stuff and in order to do great things we need to be heard.
goldenmoon:
hi,
the yeah yeah yeahs are so hot! and i'll see them for the second time
my son is 5,
xxx
the yeah yeah yeahs are so hot! and i'll see them for the second time
my son is 5,
xxx
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hydra:
Thanks man! I'm stoked.
This is what it's like to be a real suicidegirl eh!? NEATO.
I miss people on the internet also...
This is what it's like to be a real suicidegirl eh!? NEATO.
I miss people on the internet also...
n8tvegrl:
Anuyi spams my myspace with hair extension offers and I see her stuff on craigslist also. I got a bit turned off by that. Plus she was spamming myspace with her solicitations for people to write to some cable show to get her back on there.
I didn't bother to keep in touch since it seemed she was more into her work than making friends. Plus I've never seen her around the community... so whatever.
meh.
I'm glad you're back sweetness!!!
I didn't bother to keep in touch since it seemed she was more into her work than making friends. Plus I've never seen her around the community... so whatever.
meh.
I'm glad you're back sweetness!!!
So I guaged two of my lobe piercings last night. From a 10g to a 6g.
No pain no lube, I didn't even have to push them through. I was kind of disappointed.
Now the jump of two guages wasn't really by choice at first, but when originally going to an 8g I realized that the O rings I had been using ( much bigger...
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No pain no lube, I didn't even have to push them through. I was kind of disappointed.
Now the jump of two guages wasn't really by choice at first, but when originally going to an 8g I realized that the O rings I had been using ( much bigger...
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malinko:
when your drunk who cares!
suntlacrimae:
Thanks. I think. 
There was once a time when my life seemed as though I had no control over the direction in which I was to head. Now It is as though I am standing still, surrounded by different paths, choices in which direction I want my life to head..... How am I supposed to know what the right choices are?
I think things where easier when I...
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I think things where easier when I...
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hydra:
are you sure you don't want the panties? they'd probably cup your balls nice and tight-like.
haha, imagining men in panties is hilarious...
IN FACT, I may do a search for some pictures of them right now...
haha, imagining men in panties is hilarious...
IN FACT, I may do a search for some pictures of them right now...
suntlacrimae:
Thanks for putting things in perspective. You've got a damn good point.
So after three months of 90+ hours a week I have finally decided to throw in the towel. I will no longer kill myself for the profit of others.
Maybe this means a leap forward in an attempt to gain a life.....
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I have now booked my trip back to Virginia beach, as well as my upcoming adventure to Japan.
This will be the...
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Maybe this means a leap forward in an attempt to gain a life.....
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I have now booked my trip back to Virginia beach, as well as my upcoming adventure to Japan.
This will be the...
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hydra:
You should be jealous of 'em! haha
Umm, I ran in, flashlight in hand, dropped to the floor, and started yelling.
Yeah, amusing, but what a weirdo eh!
Umm, I ran in, flashlight in hand, dropped to the floor, and started yelling.
Yeah, amusing, but what a weirdo eh!
suntlacrimae:
I would die laughing if the Orange Chicken Sample guy and the Sushi Guy ever busted out with a martial arts brawl in the food court.
So my second holes in my ears are only at a 14g at the moment and while sparing last night The little balls on the end where both ripped through my ears.........
Now I should have known not to wear them because this is how I got my industrial ripped out of my ear.
It didn't really hurt just bled a lot.
*Shrugs Shoulders*
All...
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Now I should have known not to wear them because this is how I got my industrial ripped out of my ear.
It didn't really hurt just bled a lot.
*Shrugs Shoulders*
All...
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suntlacrimae:
Thanks for your kind words.
suntlacrimae:
Yeah, it's been effing dead around there. Well, if nothing else, it can be our own private group.