jackmcginnis

Time for me to write depressed ranting again.  I guess I'll try to be brief.  I'm back in Ann Arbor...for good.  Well at least for an extended while.  But I feel shitty.  I feel depressed.  I mean who wouldn't after going through what I just went through.  The hellish nine months have taken their toll on me.  The people I lived with basically made my...
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I can't remember the last girl that said she loved me. I think it was that long ago. And even then I'm not even sure she meant it. Funny I never wanted to end up bitter. I just wanted to help people when they were down. I wanted to be a force of good. Living my life the way I wanted but doing good when...
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Yeah it's been a very fucking strange night. Really I don't think I really know what just happened in the last three hours. First thing is my poor buddy got his power cut off not due to his own fault. Which is actually pretty shitty. Second thing is I just finished up hosting a hour and a half show that was literally me in a...
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Alright so I'm back in Kingston. (Four feet from Liz again) The drive up wasn't too bad. I made the 8 hour drive in under 6 hours. Ann Arbor was wonderful and I really didn't want to leave. I apologize to anyone I didn't see. Though 8 more days and I'm down there for good. Sigh...still I don't know what could have been with Liz....
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Who still reads this? I mean really. If you feel like leave a comment. Though I apologize in advance about any spelling errors and stupid comments said tonight. I'm a little tipsy. You have understand that I've been very lonely of lately and I'm been fighting the urge to do something stupid like hit on a friend. Why is it so hard to find good...
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Yesterday's issues centered around a girl. Liz, the girl across the hall from me is probably the nicest, sweetest, smartest person I've know. Of course I've become infatuated with her. But I've refused to make a move on her because she's too nice of a girl and personally I think she deserves better. It's not that I think I'm a horrible person. It's just I...
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I'm on probably eighth diet coke of the day actually probably a higher number but who's counting. I think that means it's been a long day. And it's gonna be an even longer week.

New picture on my profile...though I still look like hell. But hey it's clearer and I'm less scruffy.

I think I'll be making a trip down to Ann Arbor after all...
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Today I was thinking about a card game I had played a little while back with some people from my building.  The card game wasn't important as so much is the fact that we were playing with my SG deck being that everyone else had forgotten to grab some cards.

The thing that I was shocked by was the whole game all I heard was...
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Time for a little venting.

I'm tired of this "not my problem so I'm going to do anything about it expect complain and make guesses on who is the cause of said problem" attitude on things that seems to be common with the kids I live with.

So far today I've unclogged three toilets full of shit, fixed a water flow problem with one of...
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So today I was walking from a class today, deep in thought, and I just stopped and sat down.  I realized that it had been yet another year alone.  I have some idea of what I want but I have no idea if it's even possible for me  to find it in this world.  I seem to repel people.  It seems to happen the...
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I want my bike damn it.  It's spring and it's all I can think of...biking.  Ok so maybe that want/need for a nice crafty girl are getting a little more desperate but there's no good women at this school.  I have determined this.  They're all spoiled princesses.  Gah herd thinking...can't stand it.  I mean for all the talking they do they don't ever seem to...
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Alright that's the last time I go to a movie without reading any reviews.  Seriously UltraViolet sucked so hard I feel like there is a sketchy looking woman walking around somewhere I owe money.  I'll spare you the blow by blow review but seriously it was a grave disappointment.