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WoW!!! Its almost been a year since my last blog. I can't believe it. Normally I sit in my apartment alone letting my thoughts consume me while waiting for my phone to ring. The boy as discussed in my last blog is still in my life. It has changed everything I seriously never thought I would be this happy in my life. I can't help...
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So its been awhile again since I last blogged ... I go back and forth as to wether or not I would like to start keeping a journal pen and paper stlye or just keep typing my thoughts on here and honestly I think this may be a more affective method for me. Considering that 9 times out of 10 I fall asleep on myself....
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boundwithscars:
excuse my spelling errors ... i am very tired
jorgedetroit:
i am hoping being more social will help fight the depression too! the being single thing is getting old though! hope you and the boy work it out
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Thanksgiving was good--- family was good to me! Often it turns into a tear Avis apart affair but not this holiday. biggrin And my rants have been directly related to major PMS. So again I am no longer in that droaning on and on mode about how I would like to be with a certain someone. Its weird how my mind freaks out during "that time"....
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Happy Thanksgiving All!!!

Really I'm not looking forward to the day after thanksgiving considering I work in retail and have to be at work in a non zombie like state at 6 am. UUUGGGG.

Le-Sigh

I've fallen hard... maybe its this week maybe I just feel clingy all I want to do is watch movies from his lap and kiss him... and hope he feels...
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note to self -

i am restless
&
too nice

whatever

its something i battle with daily. hopefully one day --- someone will appricate it.

i'm going to move around my living room and take out the trash because its SMELLLY... hopefully i won't get a second wind and can go to sleep in a timely manner because theres work in the morning
faye:
Hello new SG friend!
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Searching for proper blogging music..........Bright Eyes yea I know. Those two words I never would've imangined me uttering but as of late I've been opening my mind to alot of new things. Its been an amazing week. That has turned out to be very much a blur. Monday- Went out to dinner with Mike. Babysat for a bit. Came home. Jason came over. Stayed up...
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So again my blogs have been so few are far between but I feel I may return with some hardcore blogage yay... in retrospect (spelled right?? right??) alot has happened. Let me break it down for ya or for me! A couple months ago I moved back to Canton. I really had no choice to what location I ended up at, it was more so...
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fairyjochen:
have a good week!
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I know it has been awhile- At times I come to my computer with ideas of what to write but am left with my usually meaningless depressing dribble. Lately that has not been so. THE ANN ARBOR ERA HAS AT LAST COME TO A CLOSE. Things are alot better and they will be alot better. smile
dot:
thanks for your sweet comment on my set smile
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Wow lowest percentage of votes for suicide beauty queen- makes me feel all warm and fuzzy- maybe i'm just ugly frown
inkwelz:
gosh darlin i just saw a snap of you on the sg reject set page and i couldnt understand and wanted more but you have no pics posted here and i dont remember voting for anything so it aint my fault and i can sympathies but not empathies with the weight issue thing but yer pretty fucking cute so far as i can tell...just dont let your kneecaps reach your toes and its all good...my woman needs to keep her weight in check so as not to be gross and i am the happy manhandler of one plump little pumpkin...can you cook? do you have a personality i wana come home to? can ya tend to the garden? can ya post a pic er two? the most unatractive thing i know is someone beating up on themselves...buck up little camper...i wana see more!...
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so besides my earlier post about the suicide beauty queen heres a little more of whats been going on with me...

last thursday morning my power was shut off due to the fact that my roomate wasn't paying the bill-
she couldn't afford to turn it back on and moved out earlier than planned without giving me june's already past due rent. I took alot...
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applejax:
They spelled your name wrong for the Beauty Queen, well that is rather quite frustrating, I'm sorry to hear that! *huggles*
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hello everyone---- so guess what I am up for suicide beauty queen this week!!!!


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So second time around the bend getting rejected---- I think I'm begining to loose hope in ever being a SG.
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deathmagnetic:
Don't give up xxx kiss
queenghidrah:
Don't give up! You are sooo cute.