Oh what a week!!! 
Firstly..my boyfriend colapsed on the way to work on friday morning, it turns out he's suffering from "mental exhaustion" caused through stress. Quack has given him some diazipam and told him to rest, so he's been sleeping for about 4 days now. (Bless him, he needs it, the poor little lamb)
In the mean time I am working for pitance (still working off my notice) and spending every evening, weekend and spare minute at the new shop trying to get it ready for opening. Only 2 weeks left and we still havnt painted or done the flooring or have any stock. We are so behind now! I had some sort of 'panic attack' in the middle of a DIY store on Monday (extremely embarracing) as its all getting too much for me and i rang a friend to take me home as i didnt feel up to driving after hyperventilating for half hour and she refused as she was meeting another friend for coffee and walking her dog!
I'm sorry but that is another black mark for my so called friends
I missed the gig on sat night as you know (could've done with a night out)
:see last journal entry:
and to top it all off, i went back to work today and the "two headed monster" was there turning the screws and negging me out. They have dropped my money which is completely unfair as i do everything in that bloody shop, not anymore! Fuck them! i think im now totalling about 70 a week. Thats less than my bloody rent!!
I know everything will be ok once the shop is open but at this moment in time...I am freaking out!!!
Anyway, on a more positive note, my boyfriend is much better after his rest and will be back at work tomorrow, so hopefully we'll be back on track soon.
my babies 
Firstly..my boyfriend colapsed on the way to work on friday morning, it turns out he's suffering from "mental exhaustion" caused through stress. Quack has given him some diazipam and told him to rest, so he's been sleeping for about 4 days now. (Bless him, he needs it, the poor little lamb)
In the mean time I am working for pitance (still working off my notice) and spending every evening, weekend and spare minute at the new shop trying to get it ready for opening. Only 2 weeks left and we still havnt painted or done the flooring or have any stock. We are so behind now! I had some sort of 'panic attack' in the middle of a DIY store on Monday (extremely embarracing) as its all getting too much for me and i rang a friend to take me home as i didnt feel up to driving after hyperventilating for half hour and she refused as she was meeting another friend for coffee and walking her dog!
I'm sorry but that is another black mark for my so called friends
I missed the gig on sat night as you know (could've done with a night out)
:see last journal entry:
and to top it all off, i went back to work today and the "two headed monster" was there turning the screws and negging me out. They have dropped my money which is completely unfair as i do everything in that bloody shop,
not anymore! Fuck them! i think im now totalling about 70 a week. Thats less than my bloody rent!!
I know everything will be ok once the shop is open but at this moment in time...I am freaking out!!!
Anyway, on a more positive note, my boyfriend is much better after his rest and will be back at work tomorrow, so hopefully we'll be back on track soon.
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Anyway thanx for adding me on the ol' f'-list. Nice to know ya!
IMTO (Geoff)