Get comfy, this is gonna be a long one.
Where to begin...reading Morgan's journal tonight led me to Halfjack's journal(I believe comment stalking is the term, right Kulmagrrl). In a nutshell, he was lamenting that members post to Morgan's journal and agree with her strictly with the hopes of "jumping her bones". This caused alot of introspection. Why did I join this site? Why do I bother to follow the journals? First of all, what led me to this site was a short interview on G4TV's "Attack of the Show" (it was called Screen Savers then), proving that I am, in fact, a true uber-geek. It looked interesting, I checked it out and decided to join. I admit that I originally joined to peruse the pretty pictures. But then I started reading some of the girls journals. They were interesting. In fact, one night I stayed up till 5am reading Gadget's ENTIRE journal. I began posting. I even started a journal myself. That brings us to now...
I work long hours, six, sometimes seven days a week. I rarely go out, even though I love live music. I don't have alot of disposable income and gettin a DUI would be catastrophic(I've already used my "Get out of jail free" card, but that's another story). I have no illusions about myself. Physically appealing to women(and men, too I imagine), I am definatley not. But that's OK. I came to grips with that quite awhile ago. I am however, in my opinion, an honorable and compassionate man, aka "a big softy". I guess that is why I like this site. I can come here and interact(kind of) with other people and have a quasi-friendship with them. I can feel I'm a part of something and my appearance has little or nothing to do with it. To me this is like a local bar where I can come and meet with friends and shoot the shit. I am smart enough to know that none of the beautiful ladies here would have me. My role in this circle of friends is what it has been all my life, the big teddy bear that has a big shoulder to cry on and is a great listener and is a "good friend"(wink wink). The guy who is always there when you need him. Would I like to meet the people I talk to on this site? I don't know. Part of me would, but I also would be afraid that it would affect the online relationship we share. So, boyfriends of the SG universe, although I cannot speak for anyone else, I am no threat to your relationship. I'm just hangin' out, havin' a Lager and shootin' the shit with some friends(that I happened to have seen nekkid).
Finally, when I post, I never just tell anybody "what they want to hear". And if I don't agree with something, I will either say so or say nothing at all.
Whew, I'm exhausted. There is alot more to be said, but I think that is enough for now. I must get a mop and clean up the guts that I spilled everywhere.
See y'all later.
Where to begin...reading Morgan's journal tonight led me to Halfjack's journal(I believe comment stalking is the term, right Kulmagrrl). In a nutshell, he was lamenting that members post to Morgan's journal and agree with her strictly with the hopes of "jumping her bones". This caused alot of introspection. Why did I join this site? Why do I bother to follow the journals? First of all, what led me to this site was a short interview on G4TV's "Attack of the Show" (it was called Screen Savers then), proving that I am, in fact, a true uber-geek. It looked interesting, I checked it out and decided to join. I admit that I originally joined to peruse the pretty pictures. But then I started reading some of the girls journals. They were interesting. In fact, one night I stayed up till 5am reading Gadget's ENTIRE journal. I began posting. I even started a journal myself. That brings us to now...
I work long hours, six, sometimes seven days a week. I rarely go out, even though I love live music. I don't have alot of disposable income and gettin a DUI would be catastrophic(I've already used my "Get out of jail free" card, but that's another story). I have no illusions about myself. Physically appealing to women(and men, too I imagine), I am definatley not. But that's OK. I came to grips with that quite awhile ago. I am however, in my opinion, an honorable and compassionate man, aka "a big softy". I guess that is why I like this site. I can come here and interact(kind of) with other people and have a quasi-friendship with them. I can feel I'm a part of something and my appearance has little or nothing to do with it. To me this is like a local bar where I can come and meet with friends and shoot the shit. I am smart enough to know that none of the beautiful ladies here would have me. My role in this circle of friends is what it has been all my life, the big teddy bear that has a big shoulder to cry on and is a great listener and is a "good friend"(wink wink). The guy who is always there when you need him. Would I like to meet the people I talk to on this site? I don't know. Part of me would, but I also would be afraid that it would affect the online relationship we share. So, boyfriends of the SG universe, although I cannot speak for anyone else, I am no threat to your relationship. I'm just hangin' out, havin' a Lager and shootin' the shit with some friends(that I happened to have seen nekkid).
Finally, when I post, I never just tell anybody "what they want to hear". And if I don't agree with something, I will either say so or say nothing at all.
Whew, I'm exhausted. There is alot more to be said, but I think that is enough for now. I must get a mop and clean up the guts that I spilled everywhere.
See y'all later.
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i like this journal entry, there are too many people on here that just nod and let things go