I now know that it was my ignorance,
nowadays I wander around lost in darkness.
Always alone on this empty road to nowhere,
inside my soul it snows, an endless winter.
Dying a thousand deaths in these dark places,
no one can see all of my hundred faces.
I don't know how get away from this defiance,
my cries and words are lost in the sound of silence.
The voices inside of my head are telling me to run,
but I can't do it, I'm through, I'm done.
Myself is just somebody that I used to know and lost,
maybe I could use somebody so I can defrost.
This is world war me, I am the enemy,
still I can't see a place for me to be.
After years like that I thought I am stronger than I was,
guess leaving everything behind was too big of a cause.
This monster inside of my blackened soul is unchained,
the devil inside has risen from my ruins and can't be tamed.
Because of it I am barely alive and hurt,
fading away may be a fate I cannot avert.
Can you look behind this hollow mask?
Even if there is a lot of broken glass?
I am afraid that I'll be falling apart again,
all that I am now is just a hollow man.
Too far away from the world, so this is letting go,
waiting and bleeding, lost in the world I used to know.
Everyone I met is just as broken as me, my soul closes.
All that's left is my frozen blood, still red like roses.